The Friday and Saturday parties at Teddie’s got to be well known. There were mentions of them on a couple of sites and a few pantyboys even came in from out of town. Everyone always brought at least a small sampling of their lingerie collections and some even brought the majority of it. There was never a lack of things for everyone to try on and there plenty of modeling and photo taking. Teddie had actually begun a pay-for panty porn site where he posted pictures and videos of the parties as well as the earlier videos of me masturbating in my panties, then being masturbated by Teddie and the… Read more

For a much older man, Teddie was very active on the internet. He had joined dozens of pantyboy sites and downloaded thousands of panty pics and videos. Throughout the day he was always going through panty pics or involved in a panty chat with one of his pantyboy friends, sometimes even camming or even having phone sex! He loved getting younger pantyboys off as much as he loved getting himself off in panties. Sometimes I would overhear him talking dirty with another pantyboy and I would stand off to the side and rub myself off in my panties while listening to him talk about Mom’s panties, teasi… Read more

One evening when I thought I was alone I got dressed up in some of Mom’s lingerie- a pair of her white nylon full cut briefs, a white lacy camisole and a white half slip and a white padded bra. I looked myself over in the mirror and began touching myself. As always, I was soon lost in this world of panty ecstasy, losing all track of time and the entire world around me. All that existed was the glorious sensation of nylon sliding against nylon against my sensitive skin! Nothing else mattered when I was in this world beside the euphoric sensations created by the simple act of wearing women’s und… Read more

Over breakfast the next morning Teddie explained that he would be hosting a number of these get togethers moving ahead, mostly on Friday and Saturday nights. My presence was expected and I was to act as a host- or perhaps hostess as I was required to be dressed in nothing but lingerie for the entirety of the evening. I would wait on our guests and assist them in any way possible. As I was to soon find out this meant a modeling show at the end of the evening with me doing the modeling for a group of eager eyes and grop-ing hands. At first, Teddie would lay out a matching outfit on his bed at t… Read more

Moving in with Teddie - a pantasy based on desperation to keep a roof over my head I had lived with Mom for a couple of years now and while it had its advantages there were obvious drawbacks. For starters, I could never dress up in lingerie and parade around the house as I wanted to. I had gone from living at home growing up, to getting married, to being divorced and having roommates, back to living with Mom again. I never had any privacy. Not only was I tired of storing all my lingerie in boxes in the closet I could never access it freely or leave it laying about. I had to hide it all the… Read more

Pt 2 (Again, without pictures, which add so much more to the story as you can see Teddie's gentle and slow seduction of me, at first sharing panty pics of women then slowly transitioning to pantyboys with naughty hard ons!) The next time I ran into Teddie was interesting. At first I was excited to see him online. In fact, my penis gave a bit of a nudge in my panties without even realizing it. I became embarrassed at this but let it go. I tried to blame the panties I was wearing. Then I almost signed off, fearful that he would see me and the chat that would follow. Teddie said hello and we be… Read more

(I have a version in Word with the pictures referenced if anyone would like for me to email it to them.) As soon as I got my first computer in the 80s I began searching far and wide for anything to do with women’s panties- silky soft nylon panties. I had a severe fetish that began when I was only 6. I had begun masturbating a year before and once I started I couldn’t stop. I almost got caught a couple of times and did get caught by Mom once when I thought she was busy. Our eyes locked and I felt a great wave of shame flood my body. Much to my surprise, she got a bemused smile on her face, tur… Read more

After my divorce I lived alone for the next 11 years. It was absolute heaven to dress whenever I wanted at home and be able to store my lingerie in my drawers. I definitely made the most of it, doubling my panty collection from around 100 to 200 panties. A routine part of my life was to search the newspaper for lingerie sales at a couple of my favorite stores. In 1995 I moved back in with Mom. From the very start I had one goal in mind and that was to dress in lingerie openly. I knew I would get to this point, the only question was how fast to go. While I wanted to dress openly as soon as pos… Read more

Words cant’ explain the euphoria I felt in Mom’s panties and slips. The combination of the physical, sensual experience with the mental, taboo realm produced a sensation like no other. In all honesty, it was an addiction. As I lie there in bed playing with myself I fantasized all sorts of wild and crazy things, most of them centered on Mom getting up and catching me- which was a real possibility and deep fear that I had. But now at puberty my sexual urges were out of control and I found myself getting so aroused I mentally dared Mom to catch me. I would get so close to cumming that I would ha… Read more

I loved sneaking Mom’s panties from her drawer as soon as I got home after school. I knew I had about an hour before Mom typically got home to cook dinner so took frequent advantage of the time. I’d strip in front of Mom’s dresser which had a full-width mirror then slide her underwear drawer open. Just the magical act of sliding her drawer open got me excited and looking down at her neatly folded slips and panties sent me to the moon! My heart would begin pounding thru my chest. I knew what I was doing was naughty and wrong but I couldn’t help myself. It was just too tempting to resist. I l… Read more

I had trouble sleeping thru the night because I kept having a reoccurring dream—a dream that I was masturbating in front of Mom in her panties as she watched me! I guess I would keep getting so excited that I would wake up and find myself touching my pantied penis. Disappointingly, I found myself all alone in Mom’s bed. I would touch myself and drift off back to sleep until I had the dream again…. And again….and again. When I finally woke up the next morning I was weary eyed and even wondered if I had actually masturbated in front of Mom or just dreamed it. After all, the dreams seemed so re… Read more

I was in my mid-20s and horny as ever, particularly when it came to panties. One night in particular I found a way to stay over at Mom’s. She had always preferred sleeping on the couch so I knew I would end up in her large, comfy bed. More importantly, I would have easy access to her panty drawer! I knew I would be wearing a pair of her panties to bed but decided to push some boundaries in anticipation of a fun late night. I went off to the bathroom right outside of her bedroom while Mom watched TV then quickly ducked into her bedroom, allowing the flushing toilet to cover the sounds of me sn… Read more

I couldn’t get that incident out of my mind. It haunted me how close I had come to being caught. I vowed I would be more careful in the future and never ever get caught- most of all by Mom! I kept thinking how I was shaking in her presence, scared to death with my heart pounding thru my chest. It was honestly the scariest moment of my life! Not only did it scare me but the shame and guilt I felt for almost being caught masturbating stayed with me and just wouldn’t go away. I felt horribly dirty and overwhelmed by a deep sense of shame. As Christmas approached Mom and Dad were going out and vi… Read more

{A free form fantasized version of my fetish that focuses on erotic panty shame, beginning with my panty addiction and leadng to becoming a panty slave to Teddie.} My earliest memories go back to my baby blanket, which had light blue satin edging. I always recall cradling the blanket and fondling the satin repeatedly to sooth myself to sleep. I couldn’t get enough of it. I kept this blanket from ******y well into early c***dhood. Mom says she tried to toss it out for years because it was so tattered but I kept throwing fits and retrieving it from the garbage until she finally gave in and let… Read more

I woke up the next morning hung over. I stayed in bed and tried to piece the previous evening together. Did all of that really happen or did I dream it? I reached over and grabbed a pair of Mom’s panties and fondled myself with them while I relived ‘dancing’ with the blonde. It took no time to cum all over her panties. I felt especially ashamed afterward because I had been fantasizing about the blonde but I couldn’t get her off my mind. I was rather nervous and self-conscious about going back into the bar and let several months pass. Finally, I went back in on a slow night and saw Teddie. I s… Read more

I just moved into the neighborhood so figured I’d take a walk around to see what was in the area. I found a grocery store, liquor store, pizza place and pharmacy all within a block or two. On my next journey out I went a bit farther. I found auto repair garages, a couple of fast food places, a gas station and a couple of bars. It was a hot day so I figured I’d stop in and have a cold beer. I strolled up to the bar and was glad to see they had a large selection of tap beers. I ordered a Belgian Tripel and watched the game on the television. After a while the guy next to me, a much older fello… Read more

We were both 21 and had just got married. I was horny beyond belief and, to me, marriage meant having sex early and often! On top of that, it meant finally getting away from my Mother’s panties and being able to use my wife’s sexier, more colorful panties. That didn’t seem so perverted. Compared to using my Mother’s panties to masturbate with using my wife’s almost made sense. It was something I could explain if I were ever caught, heaven forbid! Unfortunately, marriage was more than just having sex all the time. My wife worked as a nurse in a small clinic and often complained of being too ti… Read more

Because of living arrangements and frequent visits from friends who might pop in at almost any time I was constantly hiding my panties all over, anywhere from under my bed or in between the mattress and box spring to the back of any one of a number of drawers or tossed into the back of the closet. I rarely had the privacy to do laundry properly so many of my panties and slips became permanently cum stained unfortunately. I had several favorite panties, including a couple of Mom’s that had huge cum stains that refused to come out in the wash. Many a time I wished I could just bring them over t… Read more

Teddie went almost a week without thinking about the letter until he remembered that tomorrow was trash pick up day. This reminded him of the letter. He tried to put it out of his mind. Later in bed he got horny and decided to slip into a pair of his Mother’s panties. He was aroused in no time and began to gently fondle himself. His thoughts were drifting and all of a sudden he conjured up the image of Teddie in his white slip and yellow panties. Then he remembered he still had the yellow panties so he went into his boxes of panties to dig them out. Immediately he began thinking of the older m… Read more

It was all he could think about of the next few months. He kept going back over it again and again trying to figure out if he was an innocent victim or if he should have known better than to fall prey to an older pervert. They had exchanged letters for over several months and gotten to know each other fairly well, enough to trust going over to visit. And all of the exchanges had been pleasant and polite, with a hint of a tease tossed in but nothing too forward or suggestive. What he had gone over for was a talk, perhaps the talk he never had with his Mother. He wanted to understand these st… Read more