The Difficult and Painful Road To Self Acceptance

I grew up always having one of the tiniest cocks in any group of guys I was in. As a result I suffered a lot of ridicule, humiliation, and name calling; which of course did wonders to my self confidence, self esteem, and feelings of self worth. I actually began to wonder if I was truly a male or just a poor imitation of one. If it hadn't been for baseball, where I was one of the best players, I probably would have become even more depressed. It was on the ball field where I felt equal to or even better than other guys. I actually felt good and positive about myself! Still I was painful… Read more

Posted by tinycock47 10 years ago 20

Caught By My 17 Year Old Future sister-in-Law!

This actually happened to my fiance and me! It was a Friday afternoon in late May 1968, and I had just gotten home from the University of Illinois in Champaign for summer break. My fiance and I were watching TV in the family room of her parent's house. Her parents were visiting some friends in Wisconsin for the weekend. And we weren't expecting her sister or brother to get home from work until around 8:30 or 9P, and since it was only around 2P we thought we thought we had the house to ourselves for another 6 or 7 hours. We started fooling around on the couch, and soon we were both nak… Read more

Posted by tinycock47 10 years ago 5

Shower Room Incident

It was the spring of 1966, and my Senior year at a small High School in the suburbs of Chicago. Baseball practice had just ended, and it was my turn to help Coach pick up and put the equipment away. By the time I finished all the guys had either left or were leaving the locker room.. I went to my locker undressed and put my gear into my locker. I grabbed my towel and went to the showers. I turned on the water full blast and as hot as I could stand it. I stood under the water letting it hit my sore right shoulder. I stood there for a long time before I started to wash myself. About this time th… Read more

Posted by tinycock47 13 years ago 8