Fucking my ass while talking about how much I try to be a good slut

I talk about the first time a guy used my ass. I talk about the nasty things I have done over the past few years to try to turn myself into a better sissy fag whore. The things I can't come back from. I can't sit here and say it's just a phase when I push myself to do more and more to degrade myself for men's amusement.