3 Weeks After Giving Birth and Im Desperate for Sex

I gave birth 3 weeks ago, and unfortunately I still can't have sex yet. This has been a really difficult challenge for me. It's been so long that I almost don't remember what it feels like. I miss intimacy so much. I'm counting down the days until I'm fully healed and can enjoy being close to my partner again. Right now, all I can do is dream about it. I miss the excitement, the passion, and even those little moments of physical connection. Sometimes it feels frustrating because my body isn't quite ready yet, even though my mind definitely is. I have this beautiful toy here, but I can't really enjoy it the way I'd like to. It's hard to explain how disappointing that feels. After weeks without sex, I sometimes feel less confident and less like myself. I know it's only temporary, but it still makes me sad. For now, all I can do is be patient, take care of myself, and enjoy a little solo play while I wait for the green light to fully enjoy intimacy again.