How I Became a 'SHAMAN"

[user][image][image][video][/video][/image][/image][/user] Every one is programed by society to play a certian role in life,that they are taught is reality,how ever, the truth is reality is what ever you want to make it! this is what magic is all about,making your own reality. I played the manly role in life for fourty-four years until I realized this,and became free of society's brain washing!. Sometimes I would take a porno magazine and look at the pictures of the women in it and fantasize I was the one fucking the beautiful women in it and masterbate,and one day I noticed a small ad of a man dressed in drag and realized, yes a person could reverse the gender role!and although I love beatiful women and having sex with them,and still do,I knew if I reversed the role that I could experience the different feelings and emotions and sensations of the other side!,because I knew that it felt good to fuck or get fucked and I read a book about sex magic and learned all about it.I looked into the mirror and noticed that I had breasts bigger than a man's should be,then deep hidden subconcience memories began to surface!and I remembered many episodes all through my life starting the earliest one when I was about thirteen years old my dad introduced me to a friend of his and the man said I 'had tit's like a f******n year old girl' I remember that I didn't understand why I should have, it puzzed and confused me,so I would just block such thoughts out of my mind.I blocked such thoughts out of my mind until that day when I was forty-four years old, looked in the mirror and was honest with myself that I indeed had tit's like a woman, and realized that I was one of those people that could cross over the gender line.So,I bought a blonde wig because I love blonde's, and if I was going to pretend to be a woman,I wanted to be a blonde.then I made the video "tammy the Witch" at first just for my own entertainment,I never planned for any one else to see it, It was the very first time that I experimented with my sexuality! and wow I really look good for fifty years old. the only bad thing I don't like is the tattoo's but they came at a time when I did not think about ever changing my manly role.I would have looked so much better with out them. However people can still see my tit's good. In another life I my have been a woman! because in my fantasies I am really being drawn closely to men I fantasize I am a man's woman and I want the man to treat me just like a beautiful woman! I want to have sex with the man and I want the man to get me pregnent and I want to have the man's baby! I want the man to treat me just like a beautiful woman, tell me that I have nice looking leg's run his hand up and down my leg's,tell me that I am beautiful! I also have a r**e fantasy! In my fantasy I meet a man and I say 'hello'my name is Tammy, and the man of course like men do keeps trying to fuck me, the man tries to put his hand up my dress but I push it away,and say'ohh no please sir I am a virgin I have never done it before!then the man tries to grab my tit's and I push his hand away and say please don't! Then the man get's angery and he grabs me by the wrists.he is stronger than me, I am just a weak woman an I can't break away from him,the man throw's me down on the bed and lifts up my dress exsposing my legs and thighs he pulls my legs apart, and I start crying and say 'please! dont hurt me, I will do any thing you say,the man slaps me in the face and say's shet-up bitch! your going to give me some pussy! Tears are rolling down my face I am so scared! I say please, please don't hurt me!Then the man takes his huge hard cock and spreads my legs far apart and thrust the head of his large penis into me and I cry out in pain! oohhh..it hurts please stop!But then it starts to feel good! and I start instead of begging the man to stop,I start begging him to fuck me harder,and faster! he trust his hard penis into me as I run my hands up and down the his strong muscular back with him pumping away inside of me,I beg him not to stop. the man exsplodes into my sexy little ass squirting his hot cum deep into my ass an stomack all of the man's cum is inside my body now where it fertilizes me and I have his baby.