Discovering I Want to be a Girl
I'll never forget the first time I experienced being a girl.
I had been dating my girlfriend for some time, and she was very shy and quite sexually inhibited. I on the other hand was a raging deviant, and with time we had started to do more and more daring things.
Using toys was first. We bought her a 7 inch pink dildo, and watching her come as she laid on the bed was so horny. A beautiful redhead, with white skin and freckles, me watching her face as the cock slid in and out of her. Seeing her come was a treat. I got jealous, so it was my turn for a toy! I knew I liked having my ass filled, and so we started to buy toys for me too.
Then we started to explore with where we had sex. We were bored one day so drove to a local park in Kent, a big sweeping piece of fairway-like grass that acted like an ampitheatre. A hot day, we began kissing as we sunbathed. She reached inside my pants and started wanking me off as people walked their dogs in the distance. I came harder than ever before, discovering this new exhibitionist streak in me.
Then one day I wanted to treat her to some stockings, some black fishnet holdups. I felt so nervy as I bought them in Marks - what if they thought they were for me??
As it turned out, the holdy up part irritated her skin, and so I took them home with me. But it felt wrong to waste them. So wrong. So I took them out, and I don't know what came over me. I just wanted them ON ME so bad. I felt my heart speed up as I slid them over my legs. Where on earth had this come from at age 25?? Suddenly I was in a sex trance - I had to wear them with her. I wanted her to see me. I wanted everyone to see me.
She was working in another town, so I travelled down to see her. On the way, I couldnt get thoughts of her out of my head - some of them of her masturbating and being watched through the window. My sweet girlfriend? And I wanted to see her being a slut? I went to the train toilet and took off my trousers, sliding on the stockings. I topped it off with a black punk belt, and returned to my seat with an erection pushing against the material of my trousers.
We had already agreed we were going to 'go to a park' when we met. She met me at the station, looking so gorgeous. She had on a skirt, with a pink bikini top and a white tank over it. She quickly flashed me the bikini bottoms, and again thoughts of her sucking cock filled my mind, a weird kind of fusion as started to suspect I wanted to suck them too...
We arrived at the park. I told her I had a surprise for her, and that we should go and stand in the small circle of trees nearby. Then, with a head rush, I dropped my trousers and revealed the stockings and belt. I wasnt sure what she felt, maybe a touch surprised or even amused, but then she kissed me and suggested we go to the tall grass.
She took off her tank and skirt, revealing her tanning body. Her strawberyy blonde hair complented her freckling skin and she looked amazing. I completely stripped down to my stockings and belt, and laid back as she licked her fingers. She smiled at me, maybe smirked a little, and then slid a finger inside. My cock quivered and I felt like I had never felt before - so calm, relaxed, and yet my heart racing. She sat almost over me, her fingers sliding into my ass. I knew her upper body would be visible around, with me hidden.
She took out the dildo, and slid it inside me. My cock seemed to balloon as it slid inside, and she began to wank me slowly. It was then I heard something - a bicycle nearby, some local guy keeping fit. I noticed my girlfriend was distracted, and realised that this guy could see her in her bikini. Then I noticed her smiling and blushing, as she carried on fucking me.
For a moment I felt a pang of jealousy as she smiled at him, but the cock in my ass soothed it away, and my head felt like it would explode. I could hear the bike circling, and she cocked her head to one side to show off her neck. With one more thrust of the dildo I spunked everywhere, my little girl cock shooting cum like never before, over me, over her hands.
The guy cycled away and I felt a mixture of disappointment and relief. But more than anything I wanted to see her sucking his cock, as I laid there being fucked. My inner sissy had been born before I knew it even existed.