I want to tell about my first time to make love with another girl. I haven't been with her for years but maybe she will see this. I still think about her from time to time......
I was sl**ping over at my best friend's house one summer night. School was out and her parents had already gone to bed. It was after midnight and we we were up late in pajamas talking in her bedroom. I don't remember exactly how old we were, but I remember I had just gotten my first period a few months earlier.
She was a couple of years older, with lovely long blonde hair and a budding figure that drove boys in school crazy and made me secretly jealous. All the boys (and some of the girls) in school were either shy and nervous around her or always trying to hook up with her. I pretended to see her instead of my own image every time I looked in the mirror. I was short and very skinny made myself up to look and act as much like her as I could.
She was telling me all about her new boyfriend, who was even older than her and had his own car. She told me that night that she would never make let him put his penis inside her and have intercourse no matter how much he teased her or how horny he made her feel. She loved him but was afraid of getting pregnant. She was afraid she would give in because he kept trying to every time they made out in his car and it was so hard to stop. One night he got her jeans and panties off and he was masturbating her. She said it made her so hot she was almost ready to let him enter her, but she decided to give him a blow job to see if it would make him stop pestering her.
This made me curious and I started asking her a lot of questions about what it was like to have a boy put his penis in your mouth. It sounded really gross, because she said she let him ejaculate in her mouth. All of a sudden I was really curious what that felt like and how sperm tasted.
She asked me if I wanted her to show me how good it felt when a boy kissed her and how it made you melt and want to make him feel good too. I said I did becaause I had never been kissed on my mouth by a boy ever and I wanted to know how it could make her want to let him do that to her.
She started kissing me gently but it felt strange and made me giggle. I was scrunching up my lips together and offering them to her with my eyes closed really tight. She told me to relax and open my mouth so our tongues could touch. She kissed me passionately and I caught my breath and stopped giggling when her tongue softly probed my open mouth. After a few minutes she stopped and asked me if I liked it. I felt strange and wasn't sure what I was feeling but I didn't want her to stop so I said yes maybe I did like it.
She pressed up against me and kissed my neck and then her breath was hot in my ear. She whispered that if I really wanted to know how it felt with a boy I had to take my pajamas off. I didn't know what to say and held my breath because I didn't want her to see me naked. I was ashamed because my breasts were so tiny. I just had little puffy areas around my nipples and hers were already so much bigger than mine. It was too late to stop though, because she was already pulling my top over my head. She took her pajamas off too and made me lie down on the bed and I let her slip my bottoms off. She lay down on her side next to me and started kissing me again, both of us naked in the dark.
I was nervous and started to squirm away when she squeezed my little nipples between her fingers. It hurt a little and I must have winced. She whispered
"It is OK, just shush and close your eyes."
I squeezed my eyes tight and her lips were soft and her breath warm when her mouth found my nipples. I felt a thrill as she kissed them and brushed her open hand lightly over my pussy. My pubic hair was beginning to come in and I hadn't started shaving yet. Her touch felt good and somehow I let her gently spread my legs apart. She put her fingers in her mouth to moisten them and I moaned when she began slowly rubbing my vagina lips. It felt so good that now I didn't want her to stop.
Soon her open mouth was on mine again. Her lips felt hot and I put my tongue in her mouth to show her I was learning. The wetness of my pussy juice was spreading as her fingers carressed my pussy and sucked on my npples. My legs were like rubber and I offered no resistance when she spread them apart and climbed on top of me. She began licking and kissing me down my chest and tummy. Her tongue lingered around my vagina and then she opened me gently and began sucking my clit.
No one had ever kissed me down there or even touched me, and at first I was afraid and wanted her to stop. I thought I might smell bad, and tried to close my legs and push her head away. But she kept licking and sucking. It started to feel really good as she rolled my wet clitoris between her fingers and then slid just the tip of a finger inside me. Oh, god, it felt so good and I started pushing back against her and made her finger go a little deeper. I began to moan and she kept fingering me very gently as she kissed her way up my body until her lips were hot against mine. I could smell the musty scent of my own vagina on her face when she kissed me. I was surprised I liked the smell and how it made me feel sexy that she seemed to like it too.
The pleasure I was feeling seemed so naughty but it was sexy and good at the same time. I was breathing hard and must have cried out again because she told me to put the pillow over my mouth. Her long hair brushed my belly as she licked her way slowly from my lips to linger on my nipples again and then back to my vagina. This time I grabbed her head in both hands and pulled her mouth down onto me. She took my clit in her mouth and I could hear myself moaning again as I pushed against her and she sucked harder and harder.
I held my breath. My eyes were squeezed so tight I saw pinpoints of colored stars I couldn't stop myself from moaning into the pillow. My whole body shook from the pleasure sweeping from my vagina to my toes and up to the top of my head. I heard myself begging her in a loud whisper not to stop and began quivering and shaking uncontrollably. When I finally stopped shaking it seemed I had just awakened from a dream. We were holding hands in a silence that was deliciously intimate and awkward at the same time.
After what seemed an eternity lying naked with her, she kissed me gently on my lips and whispered she loved me. She asked if I loved her and I hugged her tight and said yes I did and kissed her again.
She stroked my face and asked would I do to her what she had done to me. I was nervous and afraid to say yes so I whispered something that didn't make any sense.
She said it was OK if I didn't and I could just hold her while she made herself come. She had me lay back against the headboard of the bed and nestled her bottom between my legs, leaning her back against my breasts. She began masturbating herself very quietly at first and then more frantically until I felt her shuddering against me. I felt so close to her as I held her tight against me and thought yes, I did love her. I pulled her hair back and kissed the back of her neck while she brought herself to another climax.
After we kissed again, she got up to get a bible out of a bookshelf. She made me swear on it never to tell anyone what we had done. I did and then went to sl**p in her arms but I woke up groggily about five in the morning to go to the bathroom to tinkle. I put my nightie back on when I came back to the bedroom. She stirred as I slipped back into the bed and snuggled up against her.
I watched her breasts rise and fall with her breathing for a while before pulling the covers up back to her chin. It was just in time because her mom got up early and looked in on us a few minutes later. I pretended to be asl**p and was glad she hadn't caught us naked together.