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i guess i just need a break once in a while... an hour away from work. away from the wife. i have my needs. and i just can’t help it. i feel guilty but i have learned to live with it. it’s dirty. but it’s me. there’s this kind of writing. it’s something… i just get turned on writing about tits and ass. in my mind there's some literary value to it. there’s porn. it get’s in the way. but it’s so exciting. all the stuff that's on this site. it's awesome. there's craigslist. which is desperate and pointless. but once in a while i might strike some trash. and there's the gir… Read more

i drive up and down vine street every day. up and down the hill. it's a rough neighborhood. i see these black girls. big sweaty fatties, moving slowly, waiting for the bus in the hot sun. groups of tight young hotties. skinny, with big tits and ass. and i can't stop looking.… Read more

it's a simple fact. once in a while i need to suck some cock. and that's it. that's where it ends for me. a very casual affair. but it has to be a secret. i don't want anyone to know. because i'm not that kind of guy. i am not confused. i am not gay and i am not in the closet. i am a modern man. it's a process. keeping an open mind. always. about everything. there is no box. conditioning through experience. beyond gender rolls. there is someone there. it's a rare joy. living in abstract. i'm the only modern man. alone at the top. i'm not free tho. maybe one day.… Read more

self-promoting lines. misspelled and loaded with emoticons. harts, dollar signs, diamonds, eggplants, and squirt drops. same lines, over and over. different asses. i can't stop checking the sites. gets me hard and wild. looking for a new big ass black girl with giant tits, a young chubby blondie with a fresh pink pussy, a mature smart looking woman with sexy feet. out of control. that's me. buying a minute in outer space. i'm the good one there. not like all the other guys. it's all these girl's pleasure. miami finest phat booty on freaky guys call me 21. sexy broken english. looks 2… Read more

i'm at her place. it's unreal. my dick is so hard already, dripping. i feel so naked, standing in front of her. she can see how excited i am. she is so sexy, feminine, clean. and she wants exactly what i want. slow, erotic, sensual seduction and lots of dirty talking. she is not ashamed to have fun with a cock. she is a rare goddess. most of these mid-west girls... might as well be guys. the home-team sweatshirts and that one of the guys, dude personality is such a turn off for me. it's so different in the big cities. these smart girls with all the emotional baggage really want to fuc… Read more

In the dark. Naked. In front of my computer. Getting hard to the all time most viewed videos page. Step-mom in the kitchen, step-mom sex ed, mom cleaning the bathroom, frustrated mom, vintage mom, mom seduces friend. Heavy tits. Lustful eyes. Gentle hands, reaching out to grab some young cock. Teaching. Releasing tension. Healing. Moms jerking young cocks. it's all of us guys. watching the same videos on the same porn site. can't stop masturbating. catching the same disease. slowly getting tuned in to the same fetish. the mom and boy thing is not bad. we are the nice guys. ju… Read more

alone in the dark. sitting in front of my computer. naked. looking at the most viewed videos of all time page. it's all moms or step moms. pale skin, plump, soft flesh, big hanging tits. giving hand jobs to younger man. it's all of us guys. watching the same videos on the same porn site. can't stop masturbating. catching the same disease. slowly getting tuned in to the same fetish. the mom and boy thing is not bad. we are the nice guys. just regular horny. not aware of how all of those hours alone, with our dick in our hand, changes us. mom and boy is where we all end up. what about the gu… Read more

jan 6, 2015 at 4:28am looking at a past email you sent me. you look so sexxxy!! what's up? i answer so many craigslist ads every day. this is a real person. i have a good feeling about this one. i click on the link for the original craigslist post. this posting has been deleted by its author. i am hoping it's a girl but it's most likely a guy. girls rarely respond. it's either a machine or a desperate one word reply asking for money. this is a full sentence. faltering me. that's a guy. there's a link to message history, my reply to the original post and 2 screen shots attached. nov… Read more

Out of my mind the other day. Getting my dick sucked with a finger deep up my ass. Maybe two. So horny for it, I felt sick. Came so hard. Drained. She sucked everything out of me. Shaking legs, vibrating. To the core. Wild stuff. Got out of there quickly. Wiped my ass. Washed her fat pussy stench off my face. And walked out the door. Can't even look at her after I'm done. She knows not to text me. Just wait until I'm horny again and I'll text her. It was so intense, I was walking funny for an hour. It started as a massage and a hand job. I liked being naked, completely exposed, on the tabl… Read more

this keeps happening. uncontrollable desire takes over me. i'll waste as much time or money as it takes. knowing that there's always a stranger out there that's dtf. i've just gotten comfortable with the shame. it all makes sense to me, in the endless, all is one universe, happy place in my mind. i'm at work. horny and distracted. out of control. it's always the same. i'm a pro. i set up firefox not to track my browsing history. I even hid the icon. and i use safari and chrome for everything else. i login to my yahoo junk account. open a second tab with craigslist. and a third tab with xh… Read more

we broke up for real. after 5 years. i ended it. i don't think she saw it coming. we went up on the roof of my apt building. i opened a very nice bottle of wine, and told her i don't love her any more and that we should not see each other any more. she cried and packed some of her stuff. i think she expected a long complicated break up. but i made it pretty clear. not sure where all that resolve came from. we talk a long walk. it was a nice, warm summer night. i did hit it again tho. once a month. we were like crazed dogs in heat. it was mind blowing.… Read more

it all starts in the morning. i wake up and i need it bad. i manage to make it to work on time. it take so much will power to do anything. it's more like ignoring how much my body wants it. i day dream about writing. but i do want to make a connection. i hope someone picks this up. i'm trying to make you see, be here with me. naked on my chair. i want it to be real for you. i'm hard, on and off. my asshole is so aroused from the cold wood chair. my arm pits are a little sweaty. i like writing about my biggest turn ons. in great detail. but maybe you want to hear something real? there's plenty… Read more

bare feet, dirty on a sunny pavement. dust and sand between their toes. cool air blowing on their thick thighs, cooling their hot pussies. hard nipples in the wind. these two naked girls, lazy, dumb. I stare at their toes-fleshy, pudgy, pretty. one has her toenails done red. I want to suck on each of her fat foot digits. grinding my hard cock, right there on the rough concrete. both have short, thick legs-strong, supporting all that weight. cellulite on lumpy, pale skin. plump camel-toes, shaved, tucked in sweaty folds. both riding on my face, spreading their plump-wet pussies, out of shape-… Read more