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So I'm planning on posting new videos soon....I know it's been like forever and I do appreciate your patience :) but I was also thinking about doing short "teaser clips" for friends only. Not password protected, I really hate that, but open to just friends kind of to show my thanks. I'm looking for your input. So what say you my pervy friends? Yay or Nay?… Read more

Some very sad news to share. Yesterday, a 17-year old committed suicide by jumping in front of a semi on I-71 near the South Lebanon exit. It has come to light that this person likely committed suicide because she was transgender. While Cincinnati led the country this past year as the first city in the mid-west to include transgender inclusive health benefits and we have included gender identity or expression as a protected class for many years....the truth is....it is still extremely difficult to be a transgender young person in this country. We have to do better. By reading he… Read more

1. A gurl is always there for her gurl friends, no one else understands like we do. 2. Shoes Shoes Shoes and boots, need I say more. 3. Clothes, accessories and make up oh my. 4. A gurl will give you oral to completion with no reciprocation and still be happy. 5. Gurls don't kiss and tell, we take pictures and videos and write blogs:) 6. Boobies are beautiful, we luv boobies. "Tell your boobs to stop staring at my eyes." Squidbillies 7. Body hair is our worst enemy, fuck you follicles. 8. A gurl always has a condom in her purse, or two or three. 9. A gu… Read more

it's hot in here I stare at the dark ceiling kick off the sheet listening to the window fan the cool air now reaching my feet I play in it with my toes willing it to climb higher it doesn't ice in the glass clink I reach for it in the dark it's cold and sweating in the heat it nearly slips from my hand and I curse for no reason and drink I lay there in bed and stare at the dark ceiling listening to the window fan and the rain the rain wont stop alone I hate being alone I pull my teddy close soft comforting warm it's hot in here should have turned on the air I tur… Read more

I can believe things that are true and things that aren't true and I can believe things where nobody knows if they're true or not. I can believe in Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Beatles and Marilyn Monroe and Elvis and Mister Ed. Listen - I believe that people are perfectable, that knowledge is infinite, that the world is run by secret banking cartels and is visited by aliens on a regular basis, nice ones that look like wrinkled lemurs and bad ones who mutilate cattle and want our water and our women. I believe that the future sucks and I believe that the future rocks and I believe… Read more

Please forgive me but this gurl needs to rant and I don't blame you if you don't read this. :) So this new layout for hamster took a little getting used to but I'm really liking it now. I think it's much easier to keep up on friends updates, comments etc. just by clicking on my news. I'm scrolling through it yesterday and see a friend has posted new pics, hmmmm that is my pic, so I go to her profile to check it out. I find posted in her last added section, not favorites, three...or four pics of me (no face shots), in three different albums. I read through all the nice comments people are leav… Read more

It was early Saturday morning and I was so so so excited. I had a date tonight as Beth. This would be the first time I’d gone out dressed and my first date with a guy dressed. I met him online, we exchanged a few messages and photos, talked a bit on IM and set up a date to meet. I spent all day on my looks, paying close attention to detail, putting on my make up, taking it off and doing it again, spent hours picking out the right clothes to wear but I was finally ready. I stood in front of the mirror one last time. My hair, my makeup, my tight black dress hiding my black and red bra and panty… Read more

WHEN THE PARENTS ARE AWAY THE TEENAGERS WILL PLAY I was sixteen years old and in high school. I wasn’t a real popular k** but everyone liked me and I got along with everyone. I never really belonged to any of the “groups” like the jocks, nerds, preps, stoners:) etc. but I knew everyone and could and would at times float between groups and hang out. Because of this I was always being invited along to do different things or to peoples parties. It was a Friday, I was invited to a friends party, from the stoner group. Cool, I was sixteen you don’t turn down a chance to drink and party. At lea… Read more

A brief story of….The birth of Beth I knew from a very young age that I was different. Maybe I was born this way, maybe it had something to do with spending most of my time with females. My aunt my grandmother my mom my sister…… who knows. I used to play with my sister more than anyone else, we would play dress up, make up, dolls and make believe stuff. First openly but then more discreetly after my father got mad at me a few times saying that’s not how boys behave. I would also sneak clothes and undies from my sister and mother and wear them in private, it just felt natural to me. My f… Read more