i got fucked raw by the UPS dude....i am so sore now
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|I'm:||stephanie wegner, 47 |
|From:||Havre, Montana, United States |
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|Education:||Some high school|
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I am honry farm wife. I love having sex outdoor
a lady in public, and whore in private
I used to hate giving blow jobs. I am sure it could be argued that I still don’t love them, but the mind shift has certainly come a long way in the positive for stud. My history with giving oral sex is one I’ve heard from a few of you. Your first experiences were not all they stacked up to be, my first boyfriend had a hygiene issue and that made getting near his dick with my mouth very unappealing. Ick. I also, still, have an issue with the texture and taste of semen. It’s just hard for me to handle. I’ve also had a pretty bad gag reflex that I’m learning to overcome, but not without a long struggle.
And by long struggle with the whole thing I’ve been with stud for 10 years. This has been a long long process to get where I am and I know he’d say I have a way to go yet.
Blow jobs were a service in my mind. They weren’t sexy because I didn’t like them. They do nothing for me, even to this day. But now I can say that I actually enjoy them. What I didn’t understand about his insistence that I give him blowjobs and be happy while giving them is that my enjoyment was pleasurable to him. I thought that as long as I served him I didn’t have to enjoy it. And honestly I had a really bad way of looking like I was being forced into it anyway – who wants that? He certainly didn’t.
So I started faking it. It was silly at first and very obvious that I was smiling and looked happy to give him a blow job even though I wish he hadn’t asked me. It was amazingly hard to do and we spent many many conversations about my dislike for blowjobs and why I should work on enjoying them. Yup, I was going to learn to enjoy something I didn’t like.
Now that’s behavior modification!
Let me just stop you here though, because I can hear the tisks and rocks rattling in your head in disbelief that I could not like blow jobs. “Everyone likes blow jobs,” you’re thinking. Well, not true. I’m a living example of someone who didn’t like to give blow jobs. And I’m sure that there is something that you don’t enjoy doing that your partner just loves.
I had decided that I was going to change my perceptions of blow jobs and why I didn’t enjoy them. The biggest issue I had, and still do have is that I don’t like the texture of semen. It’s unavoidable and I’ve yet to figure out how to get over that, but once I realized that the whole blow job could be enjoyable up to that point I knew I was on to something. I started watching videos on blow job technique.
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