"This must be my lucky day." Elizabeth Pastore
said to herself as she drove down Rockland Blvd and
neared her house.
A water main break had caused her office to
close up at ten o'clock, giving her the rest of the day
off. It was such a hot summer day, she thought she
would pick up her son Billy and head for the beach. It
was rare that she got to spend the day with him.
Usually on weekends everything was just too crowded
to go anywhere. And with Billy making the move from
junior high to high school, she knew that his weekends
would soon also be filled with teenage activities.
Pulling into the driveway, she noted with
satisfaction that Billy's bike was up against the garage -
he was home. There was a second bike there, one she
didn't recognize. Must belong to some friend from the
Entering the house through the side door, she
was just about to call out that she was home when she
heard sounds from the living room. She listened for a
few seconds, then carefully moved to the edge of the
doorway to take a look. She had heard similar sounds
too many times not to be pretty sure of their source.
From her vantage point, she could see the back
of Billy's head as she sat on the sofa. She could tell he
was breathing hard, speaking in a low voice.
"Oh God......" Billy panted. "It feels so good.
You suck cock so good."
Both a smile and a tinge of embarrassment
covered Elizabeth's face as her original assumption
proved true. Her sixteen year old son was getting a
"I wonder who it is?" Liz said to herself as her
curiosity overcame her embarrassment. "Could it be
Cindy Kelly, or maybe Donna Griffith?" Two girls
Billy had been dating over the summer.
The thought of interrupting them never entered
her mind. She'd already had a long talk with Billy
about the facts of life. She knew that when the time
came, there wasn't anything she could do the prevent
her son from becoming sexually active. No more than
her parents could've stopped her. All she could do was
make sure he knew enough of the facts to make the
As she backed into the hallway, it occurred to
her that if she doubled back through the kitchen, she
would be able to see the couch from the side. Her
curiosity about the girl's identity got the better of her
and she quickly made for the kitchen.
When Elizabeth reached the kitchen entrance to
the living room, she paused before looking in. She felt
all flushed and strangely sexually excited. The thought
of watching her son get blown was really turning her
on. Not that the fact that Billy had developed into a
handsome young man had escaped her notice. True,
he was a little skinny, but now that he had reached his
full height he had already started to fill out. Plenty of
physical activity made sure that the added pounds came
in as muscle.
"Jan....I'm gonna cum....." Billy called out.
"Jan.....Jan who?" Elizabeth though as she
peeked around the edge of the doorway.
The earlier redness in her face suddenly turned
to pure white as she looked at the two lovers. The lips
wrapped tightly around her son's cock, belonged to an
unknown brown haired boy.
In shock, she watched the boy Billy had called
Jan swallow her son's hard cock. The rapid rate of
Billy's breathing told her he was about to explode.
Unable to utter a sound, she stood there transfixed as a
torrid of white boycum erupted onto Jan's face. With a
hungry intensity, he again engulfed Billy's cock and
swallowed as much of the precious white fluid as he
could. Through it all, Liz could hear her son's soft
Finally taking a small measure of control, she
retreated into the safety of the kitchen. Her own
breathing was as rapid as Billy's had been moments
before. Standing flat against the wall, she listened to
the exchange between the two boys.
"See, I told you that you'd like it." Jan said as
he used a towel to wipe the last of Billy's cum off his
"Yeh, that was a lot better than jerking off,"
Billy answered. "Even better than when you jerked me
"Think you're ready to try sucking my cock?"
Jan asked as he stroked Billy's now limp dick. "It's only
fair you know."
"I know Jan, but I think I just need a little more
time. I haven't had all the experience at this that you've
had. I mean, I thought that all we were going to do
was jerk off again like the last time."
"Hey, its ok, I can wait. It's not like I'm one of
those cock-teasing girls that gets you all hot and
bothered and then sends you home with a case of blue-
"I guess not." Billy replied. "None of them
even wanted to jerk me off unless I bought them
"Exactly. You know, working for Mr. Wilson
down at the hardware store last year was the best thing
I ever did. He showed me that guys don't need a girl to
have fun. You don't even need a girl if you want to get
"That's right. All you have to do is make sure
that it's lubricated real good and he say's its better than
"You let him put his cock in your ass?"
"Yeh, it hurt a lot at first, but after a while it
felt kind of nice. And I came real good too."
"Did you put your cock into his ass?" Billy
asked in amazement.
"No, he said that he had some sort of problem
back there and couldn't do it. But he always sucked me
off real good."
"Maybe next time I'll be able to suck you, I need
to think about it a little more. Is it ok if I just jerk you
off? I don't want to loose you as a friend."
"Sure pal, whatever you're comfortable with."
Jan said with a smile as his placed his hard dick in
Tracing back her steps out into the driveway,
Elizabeth found herself asking a hundred questions at
once. How long had this been going on? Who was this
boy, Jan? Was her son gay?
She eased the car out of the driveway and
headed back down the boulevard. She wasn't sure
where she was going or who she could talk to. After
about fifteen minutes, Liz found herself by the edge of
Larsen's Park. Leaving the car in the parking lot she
took a long walk around the lake.
It couldn't have been going on too long, she
thought. Not if they'd only been jerking off together.
She read that boys sometimes jerk off with a friend, but
it usually never went any further. Her own s****r in fact
had taught her to masturbate when they were teens.
Who this boy Jan was didn't seem that
important right now. Still she made a mental note to
look into the claim he had made about Mr. Wilson
down at the hardware store. If he was really buggering
young boys, something should be done about that.
Was Billy gay? That was a hard question. If he
was, there was nothing she could do but accept it.
Elizabeth was educated enough to know that you didn't
turn gay, it was something that you were born. Billy
filled all the classic stereotypes. A quiet boy, with a
divorced father who was never around more than 4 or 5
times a year. He'd always been a little awkward around
girls, could that be the reason? But those were after all
just stereotypes. You couldn't tell by just that. Look at
Betty Kowolski back in High School - All American
Girl. Cheerleader, Student Leader, always dating the
most popular guy in school. She went on to become a
member of the city council and then a congresswoman.
Who'd have ever thought she would stand up in front
of the world and announce that she was a lesbian.
No, she didn't think Billy was gay - she just
thought he was horny. When you're just 16 and don't
really have a lot of friends, maybe its not so important
that the mouth around your cock doesn't belong to a
Then she remembered something one of her
girlfriends in college had once told her during an al
night study session. Kandie said that when she was
about 16, she'd had a short lived relationship with one
of her female cousins. The relationship died a quick
death the first time Kandie had been with a guy about a
year later. Maybe that's it, maybe Billy just has to be
with a girl to have something to compare it against.
Then again, if this relationship went on for too long
without something to balance it against, Billy might
have no desire to try something else. From her own
married experience, Liz knew that when your sex life
was going great, it was easy to be blind to many
"I never though I'd be having thoughts like
this." Elizabeth said to herself. "Here I am, a 39 year
old Mother trying to figure out a way to get her son
With a laugh she headed back to the car and
again headed home.
Billy was alone in the kitchen as she walked in.
Only one bike was outside so it was obvious Jan had
"You're home early," Billy said. "It's not even
Liz quickly told him about the water main
break. Changing the timing so that it put her at work
while he was getting sucked off by his friend, Jan.
"And what have you been up to today?" Liz
"Not much, just hanging out."
"I see. Any plans for tonight? Its Friday after
"Wasn't really planning anything, thought I'd
just stay home and watch some videos." Billy
"Why don't you invite Cindy or Donna over, I
could make you some snacks to go with the movies and
then make myself scarce."
"I really kinda lost interest in them, Mom. They
really weren't that interested in me anyhow."
"Well I guess than it's just you and me, k**."
"So much for Plan A." Elizabeth thought as she
finished putting away the groceries she had brought
home. " Even if I could get one of those girls over here,
there was no guarantee that anything would happen. I
mean, I couldn't just ask one of them to fuck Billy. If
anything another frigid date might just drive him further
into Jan's "you don't need a girl" philosophy."
She continued to toss ideas in her mind as she
headed up the stairs and into her bedroom. A shower
was definitely in order.
"I could hire a prostitute," Liz thought as she
tossed her dress onto the bed. "But that would also fit
into Jan's "you have to pay a girl for sex" theory."
The warm water of the shower felt good. As
she soaped up her body, Elizabeth felt frustrated. If
only her old friend, Lisa still lived next store. Lisa
Sweeney always had a thing for young boys. A few
times she even fucked delivery boys or students she
tutored in math.
At times, Liz envied Lisa's encounter's,
wondering what it would be like to initiate a young man
into sex. All she would've had to do was ask, and Lisa
would've had Billy in her bed before you could say cock
robin. But Lisa moved away last year, now she was
seducing her way through the Kensington High Schools
a thousand miles away.
Absentmindedly, Elizabeth began to masturbate
as she thought of Lisa and all those young hard bodies.
If only I could be more like Lisa, I could take care of
this problem myself.
A sudden tremor shook Liz's body as she
repeated the thought out loud.
"I could take care of the problem myself?" She
repeated in shock and amazement. "Where in the world
did an idea like that come from?"
Stepping out of the shower and back into the
bedroom, Elizabeth dried herself in front of the full
length mirror. Try as she may, that haunting thought
wouldn't go away. Deep down she knew where it had
come from. The image of her naked son and his hard
cock on the sofa this morning was still vivid in her
mind. The excitement of listening to him getting
sucked off had caused her to imagine what it would be
like to have been the one bringing him pleasure. The
wetness it had stirred between her legs had quickly
been tossed aside when she had seen Jan.
Looking at her naked body in the mirror, Liz
honestly couldn't say she wasn't happy with what she
saw. Her short red hair was still without a touch of
gray. Nature had caused her breasts to sag a little but
they were still in great shape. There was a little fat here
and there, but over all she was still desirable. Men still
looked at her and when she wanted it, men were still
available for her needs.
"What am I thinking?" She chided herself.
"The very idea is preposterous."
Her debate with herself was interrupted by the
ringing of the telephone.
"I'll get it..." She heard Billy yell from
After a few seconds, Billy called out it was for
Normally, Elizabeth would never think of
listening in on her son's phone conversation, but today
had been anything but normal. Her bedroom phone had
a speaker function that could let her listen in to the call
while muting any sound from her receiver. With only a
moments hesitation, she hit the speaker button.
"...... have you been thinking about it, Billy?"
She heard Jan say.
"Yeh, I've been thinking about it. I'm still not
"Ahh man, I did it for you." Jan wined. "I'm
sitting here with a hard on just thinking about how nice
it would feel to have my cock in your mouth."
"I guess do owe you."
"Then you'll do it?"
"I guess so..." Billy said quietly.
"Fantastic, can you come over tonight?"
"No, not tonight, I already told my Mom I was
"Tomorrow then, can you come over about
"Great, I can hardly wait. See you tomorrow
As the connection broke, Elizabeth made up her
mind. She would do it. First she had a few things to
Elizabeth told Billy she had to run a few errands
and would be back by six. A quick trip to a video store
out of town got her a XXX video. She couldn't bring
herself to rent one from a local store. As it was two
men in the store's adult section kept staring at her tits.
Thankfully it was a woman behind the counter when
she paid for the rental and left a cash deposit since she
had no membership at this store. The woman gave her
a wide smile as she read the video title before putting
into the unmarked black box.
"Enjoy it." She had said, licking her lips.
Next she stopped at the Victoria's Secret at the
Mall. Here at least she had to deal with only women as
she looked for the sexiest lingerie she could find. One
of the saleswoman helped her select a satin green bra
and panty set. After mentioning that she needed the
outfit for tonight, the saleswoman insisted that she try it
on in the back room.
"Normally, its against policy," She said. "But I
can tell tonight means a great deal to you, and I
wouldn't want you to be disappointed in what the outfit
looks like when you get home."
Putting the outfit on, Liz noted that the bra
pushed her breasts in such a way that she looked
twenty years old again. The panties, what there were
of them, hardly covered her bright red bush. The look
of dissatisfaction on the saleswomen was evident.
"That's not going to do at all," She said as she
brushed her fingernail across the hair that protruded
from beneath the soft material. "We'll have to do
something about that."
Saying she'd be right back, the girl left Elizabeth
standing half naked in the back room. In a moment she
was back with a small toiletry bag. From within it she
produced a small pair of hair clippers and proceeded to
trim the hair around Liz's cunt. By the time she was
finished, all that remained was a fine layer of red.
"I can shave it you want, some guys really like
that." The saleswoman said with a smile.
"Maybe another time..." Elizabeth replied, "I
really have to go."
"Ok, have fun," She said as she placed the
outfit back in the box and rang up the sale. "Must be a
real special guy."
Elizabeth could only answer with a smile.
At ten to six, she pulled back into the driveway.
She called out to Billy who was down in the basement
working on his bike. Quickly locating the video Billy
had brought home this afternoon, she switched it with
the one she had just rented. Billy's video was still in the
bag so she was sure he hadn't checked on the title.
Next she dialed the operator and said that she
was having problems with her phone and would they
please call her right back as to test her phone. When
the phone rang a few moments later, she was quick to
call out that she had it.
After thanking the operator for her help and
saying that the problem must've corrected itself,
Elizabeth called Billy up from the basement.
"Bad news I'm afraid." She said, trying to put
on a disappointed face. "That was Mr. Carrington.
Since we had to cancel that meeting with the people
from Johnson Foods this morning, they decided that
want to have a late working dinner, so they can discuss
our plans for their new ad campaign. So I'm afraid it
just you and the movie tonight."
"That's ok, Mom." Billy said sympathetically.
"Maybe I'll forget the video and go over to a friends
"No can do, sport." Liz said, having considered
the possibility. "I'm expecting an important call from
your Aunt Cynthia. She on the road this week so
there's no way for me to track her down. If she calls I
want you to get her number and beep me."
"Ok, I guess what I had to do can wait to
"That's a good boy," Elizabeth smiled as she
kissed him on the cheek, satisfied that she'd covered all
Then she excused herself and headed upstairs to
get ready for her "business dinner."
Forty minutes later, Elizabeth reappeared in the
living room. She walked in front of Billy in the couch
and stood between him and the television. Then she
struck a suggestive pose.
"How do I look, big boy?" She said half
"Wow!" Billy exclaimed. "Mom, you look
"That's ok, I know what you mean, and I'll take
it as a compliment. It's been a long time since I've really
Elizabeth was wearing a very low cut dress that
gave Billy an ample view of her breasts. She gave him
plenty of time to let it all sink in, pleased that his sight
never left her bosom.
"Not bad for an old lady, huh?"
"Not bad for any lady," Billy answered,
forgetting for the moment that this was his Mom he
was ogling. "You'll have those guys buying ice in
"Don't stay up too late, sweetheart." She said
as she tossed a wrap around her shoulders and headed
for the door. "Oh and enjoy your movie."
Once she pulled the car onto the street, she
drove exactly two blocks. Then she parked it, and
walked back to the house. Letting herself in the back
way, she sat down in the laundry room and waited. If
Billy followed his normal routine, he would start
running the video as soon as Entertainment Tonight
was over - in about fifteen minutes. Elizabeth found
herself both nervous and flush with excitement.
True to form, Billy hit the play button at 08:01.
By 08:02 it was obvious that he was definitely not
watching s****r Act 2. Not unless Woopie Goldberg
was now making Porno Films. The video store must've
mixed up the films. Billy had only see one other adult
film, the time Stevie Esposito's father had forgotten to
lock out the Playboy channel on the cable box the night
before. That was G rated compared to this.
Hearing the movie come on, Elizabeth moved
from the laundry to the kitchen, then around through
the long hall until she was at the same spot she had first
spotted him and Jan this morning.
He was already almost fifteen minutes into the
movie and showed no lack of interest in the subject
matter. If anything it had his undivided attention.
Looking closely at the movement of his right shoulder,
Liz realized he was jerking off to the film. Definitely a
step in the right direction.
With a deep breath, she walked into the room.
She stood behind him for a few minutes,
admiring his young body as he played with his hard
cock. She felt the familiar tingling between her legs,
made more intense by the thought that this was her won
"That looks like fun, doesn't it?"
"Oh shit!......Mom!" Billy cried out as he
dropped his cock and spun around at the sound of her
It took a few seconds for him to recover from
the shock of her presence, then he stammered out.
"The video store made some kind of
mistake.....they had the wrong film in the box."
"I'm sure they did, still it looks like a very
interesting movie, don't you think?" She said as she
walked around the sofa and sat down beside him.
Remembering that he was half naked, Billy
reached down to pull up his pants.
"No, don't...." Liz said softly as she stopped his
reaching hand with her own.
"There's nothing to be ashamed about..." She
said as she moved her fingers from his hand and placed
them directly on his cock.
"Oh shit!" Billy exclaimed as his cock jerked
involuntary at her touch.
"Feels nice doesn't it?" She asked.
"Ye......Yes..." Billy replied, unable to deny
how good it felt to have his Mother stroke his cock.
"Do you want me to stop?" She asked. "I will if
"No, please don't stop..." Billy said, almost too
softly to hear.
Elizabeth didn't say anything for the next few
minutes. She just continued to stroke his swelling cock,
tracing along his veins with her nails and cupping his
balls with her other hand.
"I saw you with Jan this morning..." She said,
continuing to play with his dick. "I saw him suck your
cock and I know he wants you to suck his."
Billy started to say something but she put two
fingers across his lips, indicating that she just wanted
him to listen.
"I'm trying not to be judgmental about this."
She continued. "I want you to do what ever it may be
that makes you happy. I've always tried to make sure
that you had the knowledge you needed to make
intelligent decisions. Right now I think you're making
one without fully understanding the options available to
She paused a moment to make sure he was
understanding what she was saying.
"If you want, I'm going to show you exactly
what its like to be with a woman. I want you to forget
that I'm your Mother and just think of me as a woman
who desires you very much. Do you understand that?"
Billy nodded his head yes.
"Do you want me to go on?"
Billy again nodded his head yes.
With a wide smile on her face and a burning
desire building between her legs, Elizabeth bent down
and took his cock into her mouth.
Billy leaned back against the sofa and closed his
eyes in bliss. As nice as Jan's mouth had felt around his
cock this morning, it was nothing compared to this.
The wetness of his Mother's mouth seemed to engulf
his entire being. Her tongue seemed to be everywhere
at once. Licking up under the crown, tickling the
sensitive area beneath his balls, massaging the sides of
his cock as she took him all the way into her throat.
"Oh Mom...." He moaned.
Hearing him call her name reminded Liz that
this was her son's cock in her mouth. She increased her
rhyme, causing a more powerful reaction from Billy's
cock. She could taste the saltiness of his cum as it
leaked from his hole. The same saltiness that Jan had
tasted this morning. Now it belonged to her.
She gripped the base of his cock and pressed
her fingers tight against the urethra, preventing him
from cumming. She could feel the pressure against her
fingers, she knew how badly he wanted to cum.
"I have to cum so bad......." He pleaded.
"Please Mom, I want to cum."
Elizabeth continued to suck and stroke him for
another ten seconds. Then she released the pressure
around the base of his dick, sending a stream of hot
boycum gushing into her mouth.
She intentionally slurped the white cream,
letting it splash across her face. It dripped from her lips
and down her chin. She reached out with her tongue
and licked it from her lips. It was the best she had ever
tasted. Then again how could it not be, it had come
after all from the fruit of her loins.
Her face still smeared with his cum, Elizabeth
moved up to his face and pulled him to her. She kissed
him, softly at first, allowing him to taste his cum on her
lips. Her tongue then found it's way within his mouth,
again bringing the strong taste of boycum into his
mouth. No matter what tomorrow brought, it was his
Mother/Lover who had given him his first taste of
Billy continued to kiss his Mother and licked
her face clean. Already he could feel a movement in his
cock, it wouldn't be too long before he would grow
hard again. He didn't care if what he was doing was
right or wrong, he only knew that he didn't want it to
Not that stopping was anywhere on Elizabeth's
agenda. She broke her son's embrace and stood up.
She reached behind her and undid the dress laces
around her neck. Once undone, the top of the dress fell
free, exposing her swollen breasts, held only in place by
the satin green bra she had purchased earlier.
"I noticed you admiring these earlier..." She
said as she massaged the globes with her hands. "I
thought you'd like a better look."
"Oh yes..." Billy said as he reached up and
pressed his hands against the soft flesh. His fingers slid
beneath the thin green material and brushed against
Liz's hard nipples.
Now Elizabeth moaned softly as Billy played
with her nipples. He pulled her breasts down to face
level and buried his face in her cleavage. His tongue
licked every inch of exposed breast, planting kisses on
each mound again and again.
Billy's fingers followed the soft material cupping
her breasts and soon undid the hooks that held it
together. As the material fell free, he was rewarded
with his first unrestricted look at his Mother's
breasts....a sight he had dreamed about many a night.
He reached up and cupped one breasts, guiding
the nipple into his mouth.
"Softly......." Liz whispered as she helped place
the nipple in his mouth. As his lips closed on it, she felt
the same sexual excitement she had felt sixteen years
before when she had first breast fed him.
She felt his teeth grate against her nipple a few
times but made no attempt to correct him. That would
come in the future. Right now it was enough that he
was enjoying himself.
After he had suckled at her second breast for a
while, she brought her mouth to his own breasts. She
traced the outline of his aureole with her tongue, then
took his small nipples into her mouth. Demonstrating
that a man could also feel many of the same pleasures a
Billy was amazed at how good it felt, he had
never considered his boy breasts as sexual parts of his
body. As Elizabeth continued to tongue his nipples,
she pressed his hardening cock against her pantied
covered mound, slowing dry humping against it. In no
time at all her panties were moist with her own juices.
"Are you ready to see my cunt?" She
whispered in his ear, taking secret delight in her use of
"Yes, please show it to me."
Elizabeth leaned back on the edge of the sofa
and spread her legs wide. She reached down and undid
the two side strings that held the panty together. Then
with a flourish, she pulled the green cloth away,
revealing her mound of delight in all its fiery red
Billy's eyes widened in wonder as he looked
down on his first real pussy. A pussy he was sure he
would not only get to touch, but would soon be inside
of. He never considered the thought that this would be
his second journey into this particular tunnel of love -
the first having been in the opposite direction.
Watching Billy's eyes, Elizabeth was glad she
hadn't let the saleswoman shave her pussy. Perhaps
another day, but the small framing mound of flaming
red hair suited her perfectly right now.
"I want you to kiss it." Liz said. "I want you to
lick my pussy and taste how sweet the juices can be."
Needing no further prompting, Billy dove right
in. Clumsily at first, he simply tried to take the whole
thing in his mouth like he had Elizabeth's nipples. Then
he settled down and began to lick up and down, using
his hand to expose more of the pink softness within.
From biology class he knew what the clitoris
was, although he was sure he was the first guy in his
class to actually have the chance to see one close up.
He reached out to it with his tongue and was rewarded
with another series of soft moans from his Mother. The
taste of girlcum filled his mouth, so different from his
own - but surprisingly nice. So much for all the fish
jokes he had been told.
Elizabeth's cunt grew wetter with each passing
minute. She guided Billy's fingers into her pussy and
quickly showed him how to finger-fuck a woman.
Between his tongue and fingers, she was as wet as she
could be. Her body cried out for his hard boycock.
"Billy, I want you inside me...." She said, "I
want to be your first woman."
Billy smiled as he took a hold of his cock and
straddled his Mother. He placed it at the entrance of
her hole and gently slid it in. She was so lubricated that
he quickly filled her until his balls slapped against her
ass. He reached down and took a hold of each of her
legs as he had seen them do in the movie, then began to
fuck her as hard as he could.
"Oh God Yes!" Elizabeth cried out as she felt
her son's cock fill her. It felt so good. She reached
behind him and grabbed his ass. Taking a firm grip, she
added her own strength to his thrusts, taking him
deeper inside her.
With every once of energy he could muster,
Billy thrusted his cock into his Mother again and again.
The walls of her pussy felt so good as they wrapped
around his cock. Jan had to have been wrong, nothing
could feel as good as this.
Sweat covered both their bodies as they
thrashed back and forth atop the couch. A few feet
away the porno movie continued unwatched, but
matched in intensity by the two oblivious viewers.
Finally, Elizabeth felt Billy's body began to
tense, signaling an imminent explosion within him. She
grabbed him as hard as she could and pulled him as far
within her as possible. Years of experience allowed her
to hold off her own climax, she wanted them to reach
simultaneous bliss. As soon as she felt the shudder of
his body she relaxed and let it trigger the volcanic
waves within her own body. Her pussy exploded as she
felt the burst of her own son's cum fill her body,
electrical charges radiated outward until they filled the
core of her being. She smothered his face against her
breasts, allowing his to taste the sweat that covered her
body. Then as the tremors subsided within, she pulled
his head up and kissed him. Not the kiss of a Mother,
but that of a Lover.
They laid there together and fell asl**p naked in
each others arms. In the morning they took turns
showering and quickly dressed. Over breakfast they
discussed the night before.
It was quickly agreed that what happened last
night would never be repeated. It was now up to Billy
to make his own decision about him and Jan. If he
wanted to go and meet Jan, even if he wanted to
experiment with him a little more it was his decision. At
least now he had something to measure it against.
"I'm not going to ask you what you decided,
Billy." Elizabeth said as she drank her coffee. "But no
matter what it is, I want you to know that I'll always
love you and support you in whatever you do with your
"Thanks Mom, " Billy said as he kissed her on
the cheek, the kiss of a son to his Mother. "But I want
to tell you what I decided."
Elizabeth slowly put down her coffee mug and
gave her son her undivided attention.
"I'm not going to have sex with Jan anymore. I
realize now that it would just be another form of
masturbation. It might feel good, but without the
emotional feelings that should go with it, it would feel
empty in the end."
Elizabeth smiled, her son was well on the way
to becoming a man in more ways than she had thought.
"I think I'll give Cindy a call, see if she'd like to
go to the park today." Billy said as he reached for the
"Billy.....: Elizabeth said in her strongest
Mother voice. "You can't expect what happened
between me and you last night to happen between you
and any of the girls you might date - at least not for a
very long time."
"I know, Mom," Billy said smiling. "But at
least I know what the prize is at the end of the game. It
makes it worth playing."
It was all so simple to him now, a new
confidence filled him as he spend the next ten minutes
on the phone with Cindy.
"How do you like that? She said she was hoping
I'd give her a call. Said she acted kinda stupid the last
time we went out and wants to start over if its ok with
"What did you tell her?"
"I told her that as far as I was concerned, we
were both starting from square one."
"That's good to hear, but as long as you've got
the phone, don't you think you should give Jan a call.
You should at least tell him you're not coming over.
"You're right," Billy said as he picked up the
phone again. "I owe him that much."
"Have you given any thought to what your
going to tell him?" Elizabeth asked curiously.
"Actually I have, I was kind of hoping that I
could invite him over this afternoon and you could give
him the same object lesson that you gave me....."
"Billy!!!!!" Elizabeth cried out in mock anger.
"How could you even suggest such a thing?"
"Well if you don't think its a good idea..."
"Of course not, this afternoon is definitely no
good. Tell him to come by around 07:30."
Mother and Son then both burst into laughter.