I spent my 31st birthday as I always have. Alone. I wanted to be brave and go to my first gay bar. There is only one in town and I'm not exactly out to everyone. This gay thing, although I've known what I was since I can remember, is still pretty new to me. I think having a poor excuse for a penis keeps me from getting out there. I am also quite chubby. Not super obese but overweight for my 6'1 and probably almost 300lbs. Sad I know, but I have spent my life depressed because of the way I was treated growing up. I am trying to get in shape. Just got a new 10 speed. I have never been lo… Read more