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Why I am on Santa's Naughty List

Wow...response to my simple statement about being naughty has been overwhelming. It will take me forever to respond to each person individually, so I guess I will have to post it here for everyone to see.

PLEASE keep the video links coming so I can keep cuming!!!

Lately, I have had a thing for BDSM. If you know me then you already are aware that I like rough sex. However, because of my pale skin and low threshold for pain, I would much rather watch another women being abused and tortured then have it done to me. I do not want my beautiful body marked up!

It makes me so wet and horny to see this being done to another women I can't seem to understand why...but I love it so much! I enjoy seeing the pain on her face and listening to her moaning, groaning and screaming as she trys to wiggle away from her torture!

I actually found a place where I can see this in real life and have been there several times. Each time as a watcher not a participant.

Last time I went I did help to torture the woman which also really turned me on. I got to tease her pussy with viberator while other men and women abused her titties and mouth and ass. There were ropes, clothes pins, and whips also involved. When I left that night my panties were dripping wet!

I was asked to take my turn on the table but politely refused. Not sure how safe it is for me to return as I think the regulars would love to get me on that torture table! For now I am content to watch and learn.

Guess this makes me a pretty sick woman. Interested to hear what everyone thinks about my obsession with this.
Posted by ruffredmuff 2 years ago
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1 year ago
"I actually found a place where I can see this in real life and have been there several times. Each time as a watcher not a participant....Guess this makes me a pretty sick woman. Interested to hear what everyone thinks about my obsession with this."

No-not "sick" - just perverted like me! Many people have these thoughts. most arise from our needs for stress augmented eroticism. Few get to explore them; this is the entry step to swinging too - observing at a swing club.

And similarly with couples at a strip club. We all ought to honor our animalistic roots and act like our closest ancestors: monkey see and sometimes monkeys do too! At least from time to time. Even IF we have good monogamous sex, we already do.
1 year ago
It takes a wise horny woman like you to know her limitations! ~Huzzah~
1 year ago
The never ending search for the boundaries, is a sexual search through time, I hope to be searching and experiencing till I die, Have fun. Getting into BDSM was and is for me like walking on a tightrope.
2 years ago
I don't see anything wrong with having an interest in this. You're simply satisfying a curiosity. :)
2 years ago
I bet you would be a perfect wingwoman. And of corse they want you up on the table. But you have to be true to yourself. You are a little sadist that needs a big sadist to take you under his wing. I have seen couples like that. The big sadist inflicting pain to the poor victim while the little sadist did her best to get her body react to the pleasure. The mind is feeling the pain but the body only responds to the constant pleasure.

Oh, what I would have loved to see you in action.
I wouldn't mind taking you under my wings, protect you from the predators and use you to have fun with other hot girls.
2 years ago
l would love to have you watching as l get Fucked
Hard showing you what a naughty boy l am
dressing up as a woman and being used as a slave,
fuck toy
2 years ago
Can't think of anything everyone else has already said. It's really sexy though
2 years ago
Search this name-- Hazel She is submissive and so damn hot. Just watching her eyes drives me crazy. Panicky one second, and pleasured the next.
2 years ago
not sick at all, actually. in fact exploration is very natural, i mean hey not everyone is going to fall into social norms on what they find erotic
2 years ago
It is the natural flow to seek the edges. Ive known two women that started in just such a manner, each continues to seek their boundries. It's all good
2 years ago
don't judge yourself, just stay interested...has to do with old boundaries....enjoy and you'll be finished with it soon
2 years ago
Not sick at all its just something that turns you on, and im guessing you would never take it to far making that bleed or anything like that. So if your having fun doing it and their having fun getting whipped and teased then there nothing wrong and you can have a good wank after ;) just dont let them get you on the table want that sexy body mark free xx
2 years ago
Doesn't make you sick, you just like something that you're not comfy with. A lot of people are like that, attracted to things outside of their comfort zone. Can always try some light stuff with someone you completely trust to dip your foot in the waters :).
2 years ago
From my experience, I've found that if you keep thinking about something, it will eventually happen. So, while Santa might pass by you're house this Christmas, I think you'll probably still get your stockings stuff (so to speak).
2 years ago
Tasty strong sexy turn-on, lovely Linda!
Thank you for disclosing it here.

Why not try it - not tied up - with a trusted friend?
2 years ago
I just recently went to a place in NYC with the same theme "Paddles" it was my first time watching and like you thought it was quite stimulating.... You should try FantasyFest week in Key West around Halloween each year. More of that than you can imagine at parties , especially Kelly's and 801 Boubon Bar. if you want to know more private message me, and I will tell you all about it.
2 years ago
there is nothing wrong with looking and watching their faces and listening to them moan with what is their pleasure . They love you being there , dont forget that . You can try it in your own time , maybe a gentle spank so leaving no marks . Or nipple clamps are real sexy [when you take them off your pussy wil go into orbit ], take oyur time and above all have FUN .xxxxxxxx
2 years ago
And of course it may be heightened a little more by fear of what it might be like to experience it.
2 years ago
Not really sick. You're just enjoying the intensity of the pleasure you see her experiencing and perhaps imagining a little what it would be like to experience it - experiencing her pleasure vicariously.
2 years ago
Not really sick. You're just enjoying the intensity of the pleasure you see her experiencing and perhaps imagining a little what it would be like to experience it - experiencing her pleasure vicariously.
2 years ago
mmmmm.m........tooooo fuckin hot baby. Any time u want to use and abuse me u can :)
2 years ago
sick = sexy ... you ROCK!
i have some extra strong clothespins