Not for the closed-minded or the faint of heart.
I look into the mirror and i see..
The body of which i'm in, nothing more than a carrier, a vessel, like an organic robot made from skin, and bone and bl**d. Within the brain i exist, a consciousness twenty-seven years in the making and changing everyday.
I'm more different today than i was last year and compared to ten years ago i'm a completely different person.
With that information i understand that nobody is born with a soul, a soul is self-consciousness, a soul is personality and personality is experience. Experience takes years to develop into personality.
What you see before you is a physical rendition of how my soul appears. My physical appearance alone doesn't tell enough of what makes me who i am though, only time can reveal me.
And in a brutal world full of organized religions, fads, and all around general control of consciousness and reality it seems that people are losing their sense of self. Instead of "you" making "yourself" who you are its more like "they" f***e you to believe or become something you aren't.
They attack us all day and every day.
You're always too fat..
Always too poor..
Never pretty enough...
Don't have enough extravagant shit..
You're not a good enough of a person...
You're never good enough..
A war that is waged against ourselves for a lifetime and it's pure brilliance.. if you want to control something then the best thing to do is bring it to battle with itself for your own benefit.
Nothing is true and as ridiculous as it sounds their is no such thing as standard morals.
Morals are personal and they range from person-to-person.
Evil only exists in those who do what other people don't like, but it doesn't mean that what they're doing is evil.
A man doing what most would consider "evil" could find a million others who don't believe what he's doing is bad and can give you logical reasoning behind why they think so.. on the other hand a person doing something good may be frowned upon by others who can give credible reasons behind why it's bad.
Its relativity. That's life..
Their is only what is. People do what they do because they are people. Not because they are driven to by any power outside life itself.
God.. whatever it may be.
Don't attempt to tell me about God because if their is such a thing then we, as people couldn't even be able to begin to conceive the idea of what it is.
Something with so much power that lives outside the universe and existed before anything else ever did.. Don't give me that "Gods a man bullshit either"
Motherfuckers you k**ding me!?
Giving something like God human traits.. its like a speckle of shit on the back of a toilet seat giving itself human traits, if it could, but a speckle of shit couldn't even conceive the idea of being human.
Something so immense doesn't give a shit about gay sex, it doesn't give a shit about killing, or **** or genocide. For something like that to care, it would have to experience it as a human being and see it the same way we do. I highly doubt a human created the universe and everything on it. But fuck, i could be wrong.
If God exists and could show the traits of a human being and understood morals then it wouldn't let it's existence be known to human beings. To create something just to make it worship you seems... Petty, and ungod like.
Don't give me promises of Heaven and don't threaten me with Hell. I won't fear or aspire for any of them until i can find them on Google Earth.
Until our deaths i believe we should live within our morals and allow us to deal with the consequences of our actions under our own terms. So long as we understand that, then we will have the will and the power to protect our selves.
We won't have to sacrifice ourselves to governments who take advantage of and exploit our fears of harm by policing us and telling us how to live. Living under laws, most of which are unnecessary.
Working, trading our precious time here on earth, most of us laboring for bullshit pay, making barely enough to last until next payday. While the owners of these companies, corporations chill in the back of their jets, stuffing their fat fucking faces, knowing that it's us making them rich but not giving one squirt of piss..
We live in systems that try to convince us that we're free.. Nut it's bullshit.
In this system, the amount of money you have depends on how much freedom you're granted.
Get caught d***k driving as an every-day jerkoff and you're life is fucked.
Get caught doing the same thing as a rich person, all you have to do is toss some green around and you're stuck with a slap on the wrist, if that.
People step on each other, don't give two-shits about one-another. They preach God and worship money. We ignore real crimes of humanity like what's going on in A lot of African countries. We are supposed to be the ones controlling our governments and yet we have no say in what they do.. We're all just after the next hundred bucks, fuck everyone and everything else.
Don't fool me with religion, don't tell me whats cool, or give me a standard for beauty, don't tell me what's good or bad, right or wrong.. and don't fucking try to tell me that i'm free.
It's a world of lies and illusions that we live in..
And until you can understand that, you will be stuck inside your pre-created reality.
So until people wake up and open their eyes and grow some Goddamn, motherfucking balls... I say..
...Fuck the world.