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June 15 - June 21

I might want to Cam to Cam the week of June 15 - June 21. I'm supposed to have vacation that week. I'm also planning on taking a mid-term that week so one day is out.

Cam to cam possibilities are women, men if I feel some sort of connection and there are a few, and transgender (CD, TV, or TS).

I'm willing wear my garter stockings and a bra or be completely nude, bottomless if anyone is interested in caming with my other self.

No cam on your end is not a problem. Anyone can just watch through yahoo. Skype may be an option if I can remember my Skype info from my old computer.

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Posted by mildCDinNJ 8 months ago

Might try experimenting.

I received comments on some of my cross dressing pics from a fellow cross dresser. I have to admit that the messages turned me on. I might consider experimenting with another cross dresser if I feel an attraction.

A while back, I was turned on by a pic with 4 cross dressers in it. The former member was on all fours sucking dick and getting it in the ass. The fourth cross dresser was standing above the former member and getting sucked by the cross dresser doing the anal.

I'll need to go real slow if I decide to explore more of my cross dressing side.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 9 months ago

Things that I wish would happen but probably wont.

1. Have sex with a black woman.

2. Have sex with a she-male.

3. Get fucked in the ass by a woman with a strap on.

4. Have sex with a woman while I'm in stockings but in a non-sissified way.

5. Have sex with a she-male while I'm in stockings but in a non-sissified way.

6. Have sex with another CD where both of us are dressed as CD.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 1 year ago  |  1

Used dildo yesterday

I used my dildo yesterday. Had a hard time with it. I was able to get in my ass but couldn't move it a lot. It's been years since I put a dildo in my ass. I guess I have to get used to it all over again.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 1 year ago

Possible cam to cam via yahoo or skype

I'm considering c2c again but only through yahoo or skype when I have a day off like today. Prefer women, but might consider cross dressers, men or she males if I feel some sort of attraction. I'm not looking for private pay c2c, just mutual masturbation between friends. Evenings are good before midnight eastern time, but could consider afternoon if I have nowhere to go. We can swap addresses through here if anyone is interested.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 1 year ago  |  1

Might consider doing porn videos

I might consider doing porn videos if I don't find a better job soon. Tired of being behind in bills. Have other ways to make money but not making enough to make ends meet. Job is too erratic.

Types of videos that I might consider:

One on one with a woman. Open to all sizes and races.

Getting fucked in the ass by a strap on. I'm either naked or cross dressed.

Getting fucked in the ass by a she male.

Solo masturbation in boy mode or cross dress mode.

Types of videos that I won't consider:

B/D, S/M, gay, and humiliation.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 1 year ago

Possible bi exploration

I would want a woman involved if I decided to explore bisexuality. I don't see myself with a man, or a cross dresser. A she male is a possibility since having sex with a she male is a fantasy.

I'm not sure what I would be able to do with a couple. I not sure if I want a man to suck me off or fuck me in the ass while I went down on the woman. I'm not sure if I could fuck him in the ass while he want down on the woman. It's doubtful that I could stick a real cock in my mouth.

I guess that I am somewhat confused sexually. I enjoy being with women, but there seems to be some unexplored t... Continue»
Posted by mildCDinNJ 2 years ago  |  1

Cam to Cam

I did a cam to cam with a woman on here once under my other name and it was a turn on. I wish to do more cam to cam with women. I can cam to cam when I have a day off from work. Ladies let's find a time that is mutual for both of us. I will also broadcast through xhamster at times if women request it.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 2 years ago

Am I bi or what?

I'm not sure if I am bi, straight or what. I know I am not gay. Let me elaborate. My last girlfriend was my height, 5'7'' and 250lbs. She could get me hard without too much trouble. One night I was eating her out and I got a whiff of her scent. I was horny for 3 days.

Earlier, I was watching 2 videos posted on here by a transsexual who may be a transvestite. Both videos were solo. The first video gave me a hard on. My dick was leaking after watching the second one. One of the videos I posted in my favorites. I've been watching she male videos for a few years and I enjoy watching the videos.... Continue»
Posted by mildCDinNJ 2 years ago

A facsination with she males

I don't know why I am fascinated by she males but I am. I first saw a she male in the VHS video Viva Vanessa. Vanessa Del Rio took a she male home who she thought was a woman. It was a good scene but I didn't think much of it.

Later I bought a VHS tape called Orgy at Poysinebbery Bar 2 not knowing what the video was about. I was looking for a video that began with the letter O. The video was about she males, men and women who visit a bar. My fascination began with this video. Summer St. Cerly, Dana Douglas, and Heather Holmes were the she males. I bought another video with the same three in... Continue»
Posted by mildCDinNJ 2 years ago

Two fantasies

I have 2 fantasies. One is to have sex with a she male. I would love to have a she male fuck me in the ass, and I would fuck her in the ass. We could jerk each other off. I would suck her boobs. She would suck my cock.

The other is to get fucked in the ass by a woman with a strap on, but not in a femdom way. She would fuck me in the ass when I am having a bad day. I hope someday this fantasy becomes reality.

Side note for second fantasy. I've used dildos on myself when I was really down in the dumps. It felt good having a dildo up my ass.
Posted by mildCDinNJ 2 years ago