Mature Amateur’s Sexual Résumé and Owners Manual


INTRODUCTION :

Welcome to my personal Sexual Résumé. As you can see, I'm a fully developed mature 46 year old pale skinned woman - a little submissive and have learnt to be sexually compliant and acquiescent, but I still have a strong sexual identity. My very curvy body is sculptured for your personal pleasure and I hope you will enjoy me to the full.
This Résumé is for all of you guys who know how to love and appreciate a real mature curvy married woman and have expressed your desire to get to know me a little better. This is like your own personal 'owners/users manual' and it really is my pleasure to offer you an intimate and very personal insight into my sexuality and to share my intimacies with you. Enjoy my experiences, likes and dislikes so you can personally explore my body both 'inside and out' -you will find I have a physical capacity for unlimited sexual response, self-love and fulfilment that I hope you will enjoy!


General description of personal attributes

Bodyshape:
Very fair skinned and a very curvy and statuesque figure. Breasts natural but becoming a bit saggy, large belly and rather strong shape legs, thighs and ass -average for my height of 5’ 4” and naturally very little body hair, and I have slender elegant fingers. Admirers have commented of my mature and sexualy satisfying curves.

Eyes:
Quite large, alluring, dreamy and inviting green colored eyes with small brown flecks- I love to see the lust and longing in a guys eyes when he is pleasuring himself inside me!

Mouth and Lips:
I have an inviting soft and satisfying mouth and full soft sensual lips and tongue. I have a desire to be kissed gently then more passionately during my arousal stages and can kiss for hours! I enjoy a partner using his tongue to probe my soft mouth between my lips in the same way he might explore my vulva with his mouth and tongue

Hair:
Natural redhead (though often described as copper/blonde) lovely soft hair and a small amount of wispy pubic hair kept neatly trimmed.

Breasts:
I love my soft natural 38inch breasts. Quite heavy and full and usually quite soft, but can become firmer sometimes depending on the time of the month. Nipples not particularly pronounced or erect, but quite sensitive (always envious of women with larger well formed suckable nipples). During arousal, the areola can become quite dimpled and sometimes as sensitive as the nipple itself. Sexual partners describe my breasts as quite heavy and find them very satisfying to handle, especially from the front whilst kissing me or feeling from behind during doggy style sex. I enjoy my breasts being expertly “manhandled” sometimes rather than just gentle fondling - I think of my breasts as my best assets. I particularly enjoy using my hands and breasts to 'capture' a hard erection, feeling my lover thrusting up and down within the pressure of my breasts. I have even enjoyed my breasts being very lightly slapped when fully aroused! Unfortunately, I never had the pleasure of being able to produce and perhaps even squirt breast milk, but would have loved to have been able to offer this as part of my sexual repertoire.

Vulva:
Noticeably large rather pink 'meaty' labia lips, particularly inner (labia minora) - becoming slightly darker in color and very swollen when I am fully aroused and become very sensitive to the touch. I certainly don't have a 'pretty pussy' and I used to be quite sensitive about having larger labia lips but lovers have commented on how satisfying it can be to gently suck the extended lips and run a tongue and fingers between them, so now I am quite proud of them and make them a feature of my arousal. I actually think the sucking attention is making them longer... particularly like the way my lips cling to a shaft during penetration. I always though guys preferred very neat ‘rosebud’ type vulva’s, but I have been getting a great many comments recently suggesting many of you prefer more defined, fuller and longer lips. I find it especially pleasurable to have a lover run an index finger between, and into my labia and rub in an upwards and slightly circular motion, occasionally letting the tip of a finger enter the entrance of my vagina for a second or two and letting his two fingers of one hand trap my labia lips in a rubbing motion.

Vagina:
When opened up, I am told it is visually attractive to many guys and particularly tight, especially for a mature married woman. I wouldn’t describe it as ‘one size fit’s all’ because I’m not normally penetrated by very large erections. My vagina hasn't been stretched by giving birth (no k*ds) and is in excellent condition and I can accommodate a reasonable range of sizes, although my preference is about 5.5” to 7.5” fully erect and not too big in girth, I have experienced slightly longer and thicker cocks during an extended period of being a shared wife that did leave me a bit stretched after sex, but my vagina soon seems to return to it's normal tightness within a few days - well not quite, but almost!
My vaginal walls become quite ribbed on arousal and when penetration occurs a partner will have to be surprisingly f*rceful in penetrating me even when I’m highly aroused and naturally lubricated. I have always been complimented about how tight I feel and I think it has come as a nice surprise to see that although visually I have quite a large vulva, I am a satisfying tight fit inside!
Once fully penetrated, I can contract and relax my muscles to add extra pleasure and can often feel the ridge of a hard glans, and on occasion, feel the pattern of a particularly pronounced veined shaft inside me. I try to regularly tone my vagina’s muscles and I am told my vagina has a wonderful delicate musky aroma and tastes delicious.

My Gyno told me my vagina is not quite as elastic as some women can be and I know the resistance of my fairly narrow vagina is always appreciated particularly when first penetrated when I'm in a new relationship or encounter.
I have a slightly shorter than average vaginal canal and before arousal the internal length of my vagina is only about 3.5inches which is shorter than some women, although of course during further arousal my vagina lengthens and widens to accommodate an erection.
When I was an adolescent girl, I was diagnosed by a gynecologist as having Vaginal Hypoplasia which meant my vagina wasn't as developed as it should be and was treated over a period of time using surgical dilators to encourage stretching and development of my vagina width and length which would allow me to have sex comfortably in the future. I used dilators of various progressive sizes for I guess about 30 minutes or so each day to acheive the desired effect of developing my vagina for sexual pleasure over quite a period of time. I became quite used to having the feeling of being "filled up" and used them for probably longer than I should have.
As I became older, on a couple of occasions I have had to deal with some issues when a lover with a longer penis has tried to thrust too deeply too soon and it has been quite painful for me. Sometimes I have had to ask my guy to wear a rubber donut shaped limiting ring over the base of his erection to limit his ability to thrust by an inch or so, especially during doggy style - this usually seems to work quite well. This is something I always keep ready by my bedside. Like most women, I don’t enjoy pressure or thrusting directly onto my cervix and find it particularly painful until I am fully aroused and my vagina has lengthened and my cervix and uterus has moved upwards(asended)allowing greater depth. Other than my “G” spot, my vagina is most sensitive around the entrance and for about the first 1½ inches inside, where there are more nerve endings, there is a little less feeling further inside.

Clitoris:
Not particularly erect even when highly aroused. Very sensitive but would prefer something a little bigger (we always do, don’t we!) Enjoy gentle sucking during cunnilingus, but once my clitoris has been fully exposed from the clitoral hood it becomes highly responsive. I love to play a vibrator over my exposed clitoris perhaps rather than my fingers, and sometimes prefer running the head of vibrator over my panties if clit is a little too sensitive. My clitoris really is the love of my life and my best friend and I treat it with the utmost respect when entering my personal pleasure zone.

G Spot:
My ‘G spot’ is located about 1.5" from vagina entrance and when I’m in the right mood is one of my absolute ‘turn-on’s – sometimes responsible for intense vaginal orgasms. When a lover places a cushion under my hips before entering me, I can sometimes move into a position that maximizes the pressure against my G spot, although it takes quite a lot of practice to get the angle just right and an erection not much longer than 6–6.5 inches in length. Sometimes I find it more arousing to have a lover place one hand flat on my abdomen and two fingers inside my vagina palm upward and apply some pressure upwards against my front vaginal wall locating my G spot and then continuing with pressure and small jerking movements with fingertips - I can orgasm quite intensely like this and have been known to squirt just a little at the same time!

Orgasms:
Clitoral - I orgasm very easily and quickly when using a vibrator. My usual pattern of enjoyment gives me one or two strong contracting orgasms, followed by two or three smaller orgasms, each one lasting a couple of seconds, always clitoral. For me, the difference between my clitoral and vaginal orgasms is where I am being stimulated. During arousal, my clitoris swells and my vagina enlarges, creating a feeling of fullness and sensitivity. My inner vaginal lips swell and change shape and my vagina sort of balloons upward. Compared with vaginal, clitoral orgasms feel "sharper"? not painful but "sharper" like lightning shooting out - if that makes sense, it feels as if your clitoris itself is exploding - then your whole body.
I enjoy vaginal orgasms usually when being fully penetrated, when the inner vaginal canal is being stimulation with a lover’s erection, which includes the G-Spot and the interior walls. My vaginal orgasms take longer to reach and feel as if my vagina is "blowing" out and exploding in an uncontrollable wave. I reach a plateau of arousal just before orgasm, and still feel very aroused immediately after orgasm, at this point if my lover is not already inside me, I very often like to experience penetration very quickly and can experience a smaller clitoral orgasm almost immediately on penetration whilst I am in a state of heightened arousal. I then aim to orgasm using the sound of his breathing as an indicator when he is just about to cum -I can orgasm easily on feeling an erection stiffen and start throbbing inside me. This orgasm is always more ‘G’ spot vaginal and although sometimes not always as intense or as powerful as a clitoral orgasm, still extremely pleasurable. It just depends on my mood and each time is slightly different.

When I am fully aroused, my cervix and uterus then move upwards (ascend)allowing greater depth for penetration, I prefer a pillow placed under me and tilt my hips and vagina further forward and upwards resulting in a deeper thrust for my lover, this allows his glans to go under my cervix, sometimes allowing his erection to hit my G Spot on nearly every thrust into me. It doesn’t always work like that I can assure you and has taken years of practice to get the angle just right for this pleasure. If it’s just not working like that for some reason, I concentrate on my clitoral pleasure instead. When I allow a lover to penetrate me in a classic missionary position, I can easily control the sensation of pleasure on my clitoris with the action of thrusting and rubbing against the base of his manhood, in addition, the feeling of a lovers balls slapping against me is extremely pleasurable too. Like many women, I don’t always have the need to actually be penetrated during a sexual encounter. If my sexual partner has been satisfied and cum over my breasts for example or perhaps occasionally in my mouth, then sometimes I prefer to be stimulated to orgasm by masturbation, it all depends on my mood and of course my partners preference on the day.
I am naturally quiet and don’t tend to make a lot of noise when I have sex or orgasm – lovers have commented on this, but it's just how I am, instead I prefer to let my sexual partners enjoy me being quite submissive and compliant, under their total control. I enjoy a lover talking to me - telling me what he’s going to do to me and what he likes! This is really erotic and exiting.
When I pleasure my chosen lovers, I really want them to feel they have started a journey of discovery with me and have experienced something different, something that they are very much in control of and above all, fully satisfied… having made the decision to let a guy pleasure both himself and me, I want him to feel he is pleased with my sexual performance and will enjoy coming back for more!


Favorite Positions:

Missionary -
Guys should not underestimate the pleasure a woman can feel when penetrated in this position and I'm no exception- they don’t call it the world’s favorite position for nothing! That wonderful feeling of being totally mastered and controlled and being helpless to stop the desire and deep thrusting - even my breathing can be restricted when held down really tight…. breathing-in when my partner lifts his body slightly just heightens my feeling of being dominated and pleasured. In the missionary position, I love it when my sexual partner removes the pillow from under my head and places it under my hips, and then cradles my head and shoulders in his arms this makes me feel extremely vulnerable, weak to resist and very willing to give pleasure. I particularly enjoy having my arms held above my head with my wrists held firmly and a partner ‘impaling’ me on his hard erection. I also love having my mouth and tongue kissed passionately in this position, especially at the moment when my partner comes inside me. It’s really easy for me to orgasm in this position. On one occasion, I found it immensely pleasurable to discover a younger sexual partner had a rather unique and distinctively erect and upwardly curved penis -this allowed him to naturally rub the tip of his shaft in just the most exiting part of my front vaginal wall during thrusting which felt fantastic and I absolutely loved sucking him as well... he was gorgeous! I love 'missionary' because I find it a huge turn on to think of a lover ‘mounting me’ and covering me and pleasuring himself on top of me when I welcome him into my body - like using me as a very willing “love machine”!

Doggy Style -
When I am being penetrated in doggy style sex, it is a completely different sensation for me, obviously I don’t benefit from the visual part of enjoying seeing my partners body unless I am facing a mirror, and I do have to be quite aroused before I can really start to enjoy being penetrated in this way. I think this is the ultimate ‘dominating’ position for any male sexual partner and I feel very exposed and helpless in controlling the desire of a lover thrusting into me and I love to have my hips held really steady with a lovers hands so he can control the movement of my body as he penetrates me. It really is quite erotic to think that doggy is really how humans were probably first intended to have sex. The actual ease of penetration in this position is really wonderful for me, and although I generally prefer a gradual penetration, I have also been taken in a fast thrusting and found that very satisfying as well, but do need plenty of lubrication. The depth that can be achieved by a lover is really astonishing and I do have ask my partner not to hurt me too much to begin with and perhaps use a limiting ring to avoid banging my cervix. I really enjoy waiting for the instruction to ‘turn over’ which I know means to go on all fours and I am ready to start my role in guiding my lover’s hard cock into my vagina. Once inside me, he can begin the natural action of thrusting, and by firmly gripping my hips, can gain extra depth. I don’t really feel in any control at this point, and it is up to me to attempt to match the thrusts with vaginal contractions if I can, and to just make sure I concentrate on keeping my vaginal muscles really tight. I usually find it more comfortable to bring my head and shoulders down to the level of the bed and expose my vagina as much as possible.
I don’t usually orgasm easily in this position as there is less stimulation for my clitoris, but I love the sensation of being filled up - I really do feel very vulnerable and submissive like this.

My role is to offer my lover as much pleasure as I possibly can, and I do enjoy contact when my partner reaches forward and caresses my breasts or rubs my clitoris for a few minutes....this makes me feel more involved. I sometimes wait for the pattern of thrusting to change, or possibly slow for a few seconds or wait until my lovers cock is momentarily withdrawn slightly until just the glans are engaged, this gives me a signal that I can quickly move my hips towards his erection and grind against his thighs, this is followed by a direct thrusting back inside me. I am aware that this position allows my lovers total visual stimulation.
I particularly enjoy my breasts and nipples rubbing on the surface of the bed in this position, or if I raise up slightly, they become very free to swing freely. Although rarely permitted, when my a lover ejaculates inside me, it really is like no other feeling I can describe. I usually sense the final thrusts leading up to his orgasm and notice that he likes to thrust as deep into me as he can gaining maximum penetration at the point when he release his cum inside me - although it’s usually in a condom. Almost every time I am being penetrated during sex, lovers have to follow my husband’s rules and wear a condom, unlike my first husband it's one thing he insists on, so therefore I don’t actually experience the spurting feeling inside me very often, but under certain circumstances and my sweet pleading, he will very occasionally agree that I can be penetrated ‘bareback’ which allows me the ultimate pleasure of feeling the unleashing warmth of ejaculating semen coating my cervix and pooling deep inside me. I have enjoyed this experience in a very exiting threesome with close friends, and watching two heavy loads of semen dripping from my vagina and one load emptied across my breasts and lips was absolutely fantastic. The feeling of having different erections inside me one after the other was really the ultimate experience for me and that’s when you really do notice differences in accommodating a guy’s size and urgency. I can assure you that being penetrated doggy style at the same time as pleasuring another guy’s cock in your mouth and then letting them cum in your mouth and pussy at the same time is just unbelievably erotic.

Straddling Partner -
I like to get on top of my lover and lower myself on his erection. I absolutely love to give the pleasure of hard fondling my breasts and nipples just inches from his face and I get to control the depth of his thrusting. When my nipples are being sucked and kissed I am in heaven! By adjusting the angle of my hips, I can pleasure my clitoris quite efficiently, penetration is not so deep in this position which can be very arousing for me and I get to see the pleasure I am giving which as you’ve guessed by now, is very important to me! Sometimes I position my legs inside his in this position, allowing me to close my vagina really tight against his erection, doesn’t allow deep thrusting in this position and have to be careful he doesn’t slip out. Love to kiss passionately in this position.

Reverse Cowgirl -
An alternative position I have tried a few times is ‘reverse cowgirl’ where I have lowered myself on to my partner’s erection facing away from him. I have also experienced this position with my lover and his 'friend' whilst lying on a bench. I lowered myself on to him in reverse so my feet were resting on the floor and leaned back ever so slightly, propping myself up by holding the sides of the bench at the same time as being able to allow my very exited second partner to stand over me, letting me take his erection into my mouth - this really was heaven……hard work but heaven and I was rewarded with his cum over my breasts. The second time we tried this arrangement, I leaned right back onto my lovers body and allowed him to start penetrating me analy, while allowing his friend to fully penetrate my vagina in a classic DP position. I can’t begin to describe the feeling of being ‘filled up’, but I did find it quite painful.


Likes and Dislikes

These days, unlike when I was younger, before a guy becomes intimate with me there is usually some form of emotional attachment and an agreement with my husband. I will then allow full access to my sexual pleasures for as long as I am desired. Like most women, I do have a need to be desired and lusted over - and loved of course. I find it really exiting to let my lovers to be in control of my pleasures…… most of the time, and to follow the rules.
Favorite position is ‘missionary’ followed by ‘doggy style’ Love to be kissed slowly and softly at first, then more passionately during missionary position sex. Doggy style is very enjoyable for me once I am fully aroused - lovers have absolutely loved to turn me over onto all fours and thrust into me, but I do try and encourage penetration in a missionary position first to open up my vagina and to allow me to orgasm. Love having my breasts and nipples fondled and manhandled in this position - the harder the better, this position appeals to my desire to be dominated and controlled sometimes – comes as bit of a surprise to some guys that I want my breasts handled like this, but it really is wonderful. Another favorite is being laid on my back on a table - with a guy standing between my legs. He can enter me at just the right angle and very often by holding my thighs or hips, can draw himself really deep inside me and it exposes my clitoris really well for stimulation my his fingers and a vibrator, and I get to see the pleasure on his face like this!
Try my best to achieve a clitoral orgasm as soon as possible as I find this allows me to concentrate more on the desires of my lover who has commented that my vagina feels different, more in control after my first orgasm
Enjoy fellatio, but cannot take a large cock too far into my mouth and don’t always enjoy a lover ‘cumming’ in my mouth – really have to be in the mood for that, mainly because of the sheer amount of semen some guys can ejaculate and the bitter taste it can leave (guys, try drinking pineapple juice beforehand - it tastes better) however I do enjoy cum on my breasts, face and neck or a little on my lips. Find it more arousing to suck my lover’s erection after he has been inside me, though the combined scent and taste can be quite heavenly.

Cumming inside me and Condoms –
Very occasionally if it has been agreed, it’s very special for me to experience a semen ejaculated into my vagina and over my cervix. I enjoy being filled with semen and particularly enjoy seeing cum slowly dripping out of my vagina after penetration. This really is an enormously erotic pleasure for me as I am not usually allowed to have semen inside me under any circumstances, and only a special person is allowed - usually with hubby watching. It's just my new hubby's rule and I respect it. The personal agreement I have with my husband, means that condoms are normally used when I engage in sexual pleasures unless otherwise agreed. Don’t really mind as it tends to allow my partners to last a little longer and I can relax a bit more.

Anal Sex -
Difficult one...so far has either been a bit of a ‘turn off’ or quite painful, tried it a few times including a limited DP session and found it quite uncomfortable (even with plenty of lubrication) and only allowed it for my partner's pleasure. To be honest, I don't find it particularly sexy. I have a very tight vagina for my age, and I suppose I feel that should give enough pleasure.

Female Lovers -
Have experienced a couple of female sexual encounters, although can’t say I was totally relaxed about the experiences to begin with, and it took me a little while to get warmed to the idea. Don’t generally consider myself bi-sexual, but being with another woman was very enjoyable and very different. When you are in a small group of people having the attentions of guys and a girl at the same time it actually seems quite natural. Again from experience, on a one-to-one basis I much prefer a female lover who is quite experienced, I don’t like to take the lead and much prefer to be led, It’s just my nature I guess. I do however, think I have a lot to offer another female lover and have been told I make a very loving and satisfying partner which is a lovely compliment from another woman!

Watching Me -
I love to be photographed or videoed particularly having sex or self-loving with toys. A lover introduced me to idea of video and I find it very arousing to post my video’s and photographs on amateur web sites and absolutely love to read the fantastic comments I get. It’s a voyeuristic thing I guess, It’s such a great feeling to know that so many guys (and occasionally some girls too) enjoy my body so much to the point of orgasm! I prefer to be filmed just being natural as I don’t like playing up to the camera, I am very much an amateur don't forget! I just can’t over emphasize how fantastic it is, knowing so many guys actually enjoy looking at my curvy body and clearly have some sexual desire to fuck me! That comes from my experiences as a 'shared' wife when married the first time round.

Wearing Lingerie –
Depending on my mood, I love to dress up in stockings and sexy lingerie, I find that wearing a thong or small panties adds to my excitement when being penetrated - as the thong rubs naturally into my vulva it helps to stimulate my clitoris. My favourite lingerie is my black basque and stockings, and I also just love being totally naked with a partner and just letting myself go

Fingering –
Have to be fairly aroused and well lubricated, but I do enjoy up to two fingers exploring inside me, exploring my “G” spot and if you are gentle, feel the tip of my cervix and run your fingers around it. My vagina is simply not big enough for fisting I’m afraid

Powered Stimulation-
Tried a ‘Sybian’ machine whilst staying with friends – absolutely fantastic especially with a small audience encouraging me! found it rather noisy though, and it doesn’t penetrate like a dildo as such (just used a short attachment probe) which suited me just fine, but went weak with the wonderful vibrations against my vulva and clitoris, wonderful feeling of power and when you straddle the Sybian – it becomes very addictive ...but had pins and needles and a little numbing afterwards!

Erection Sizes Accommodated -
As I care very much about not completely 'ruining' my vagina, the largest cock I have accommodated would probably be about 8 inches and not too thick, smallest about 5 inches. Found penetration by largest penis very painful and uncomfortable to begin with and actually made me cry. Smallest penis size by contrast was quite comfortable and very enjoyable, proving that all partners can satisfy me. I really don’t have an issue with erection size, just enjoy the experience. Guys you should really stop concerning yourself with this size issue – it really does not matter. It’s the guy I’m having a sex experience with, not just his equipment!

Toys –
Collection of sex toys inc: standard 7” vibrator (variable speed), Rabbit vibrator with clitoral stimulator, Hitachi ‘Magic Wand’. My standard vibrator is used most often and gives pleasure run up and down labia and around clitoris. Rabbit is thicker with internal rotating balls that work on vagina entrance, whilst ‘Rabbit ears’ work on clitoris and is adjustable. Love to play with Rabbit whenever I get the chance but can become quite addictive and it’s a bit big for me, so restrict use to about once a week.
Magic Wand is wonderful for massages as well as sexual satisfaction. Vibrations can be quite strong, so need to be in the mood for this weapon of mass orgasm! I can become almost comatose using my wand and can quite literally let it play around my vulva and clitoris for ages - cuming when I choose. I have recently received the “G” spotter” and the straight penetration attachment for my wand, each of the attachments is about 4” long so it’s just right and I am just getting used to them - results look very promising though so far!
Generally favor vibrations against my vulva and clitoris rather than inside my vagina. Like many women, I don’t need to be penetrated to enjoy sex and quite often don’t have penetrative sex at all. Generally play with my Magic Wand every day or so when I am on my own (never runs out of batteries!)

PERSONAL SUMMARY
Fairly quiet personality but have always had a strong sexual drive and determination that does not seem to diminish with age! I am very self-confident about my sexuality, independent and described as highly sexually desirable and 'fuckable' by guys(their words not mine!)

I am now a happily married woman and enjoy a loving relationship with a much older second husband. We don’t have a conventional physical relationship due to his dysfunction problems (can't acheive a strong erection), but we do share closeness. This relationship whilst not ideal works particularly well for both of us and it is his pleasure to provide well for me - he is always aware of all my day-to-day sexual activities and I fully respect his wishes. What matters is that I don’t feel I absolutely belong to him, nor does he wish to have exclusivity rights over my body - but that I can find pleasure with whoever I choose whilst still respecting his wishes. One current main surrogate husband, and occasional sexual partners. Strong self-lover, and thoroughly enjoy being watched. I believe my sexual role is to offer enjoyment in most ways I can - my own fulfilment is always secondary when I am with my chosen lover


FANTASIES
I think it’s fair to say that my fantasies vary from hour to hour and sometimes they can change several times within each hour – depends what’s running through my mind and how adventurous I’m feeling and that’s why this is the hardest section to write. I guess it’s a result of all those experiences running around in my mind!

I have read that these thoughts are a way of releasing deep sub-conscious thoughts that might relate to something in a person’s past…. perhaps they might represent some longing for affection or love or even shame. I wonder if some of my fantasies are an attempt to change events in my mind… to move away from the real truth so I can make up visions and thoughts to provide a different ending. I think I want to be dominated sometimes because that’s my nature, but in a different way - I want my experiences to be a little more on my terms…I want to have some say in how far you might like to go with me and let you experience pleasures that perhaps your wife would not agree to… it’s ok, you can do that with me if you want. I suppose I want to prove to myself that I am capable of reliving these thoughts without personal responsibility. The weird thing is that my fantasies are at their strongest when I’m feeling sexually aroused and I can feel a little uncomfortable by some of my thoughts later on.
If I had to list any of my fantasies (but not in any order) they would include having really great sex with a new partner. I always find it exhilarating to give myself - especially the first time and doing something totally forbidden and being very submissive (which is my nature). I also think it’s a fantastic turn-on to think guys find me irresistible!
I really do get off by the idea of being watched by unknown persons as you will have guessed by now - It’s the voyeur thing and very exiting. I love the opportunity to be laid out on display with an audience whilst engaged in self loving or allowing a partner to consume my pleasures!

Group sex is high up in my fantasy league table - I know from experience the freedom of being naked and fully exposed to the pleasures of different guys. The sheer pleasure I received from feeling different hands groping and exploring my body and ultimately penetrating my body simultaneously it’s just so erotic, every woman should experience this in their lives, even if it’s just once!
Another fantasy which I think about a lot is the interacial theme. I admit that I am a little frightened and intimidated by some black guys, but nevertheless often imagine a delicious encounter and I have visions of my paleness contrasting with his very dark skin. I know that some black guys have a thing about pale skinned women so you never know…I might just get lucky one day....oh well, I can dream and did I mention I love redhaired guys!


LOVING ME
As you know by now, I am naturally self-confident but quite submissive and enjoy being 'mastered’ by my lovers – I like you to be in control, so I can be instructed, and genuinely believe I can offer a great deal of pleasure to my partners and viewers, this fills me with an enormous sense of achievement.
You have all enjoyed my videos and photo’s, and now you know my intimate secrets and desires – how can I give you pleasure and satisfy myself at the same time? well it all depends on my moods. Women are much more affected than men with mood changes because of our hormones, and this can be wonderfully positive because it gives me the chance to explore the deepest desires of my sexuality. I sometimes enjoy watching videos of couples and guys or reading your messages and comments, and within minutes can experience changes that make me feel really exited and responsive and want to try different experiences. What I do sometimes long for is a slightly different way of being treated, I enjoy a soft sensuous sexual encounter sometimes, but other times I just want to be taken more aggressively, even roughly with little foreplay. Show me how exited I make you -I want you to come back for more and just keep on enjoying me


THANK YOU
A big personal thank you for sharing in my intimate sexuality…..and to you sexy guys out there who send me the most wonderful photos and stuff, where do you get your ideas from! – I do hope that when you see my photographs and view my video’s you will be able to appreciate my mature curvy body even more now as you have explored every single inch of me and know all my intimate secrets!

I take enormous pleasure in knowing you enjoy watching me indulge in my sexual pleasures whether it’s with my lover or some “self-loving”, I’m always here for you to enjoy and don’t forget so keep sending me encouraging messages!
So whatever you’re circumstances and however you decide to enjoy your women - or love and appreciate your women…perhaps by watching and playing, or by indulging in the depths of a good woman - I wish you a long and satisfying time!

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