My eyes open with the gentle humming of my small alarm clock. I quickly shut it off so as not to disturb anyone else in the room. Its 4:30am, well before light creeps into the day and the room is now pitch black. Very quietly I rise up on my hands and knees and crawl off of the small doggy bed on the floor next to the big bed. It‘s embroidered with my name “Heather” in pink because it’s my bed and I’m the pet of my Mistress.

I’m silent when I move because I have done this so many times before. On all fours I make my way to the master bathroom and gently close the door behind me. I then st Continue»

Hi everyone!

I’m sorry that I’m so sporadic with posts and logging in, and I’ll try to be better.

If you have seen my profile or any of my posts before you understand that I’m a total submissive, a Tgirl, always sexily dressed, and ready to be swallowing one load of cum after another while being led around on all fours on a leash… If it wasn’t for my crippling shyness and fear.

That being said, I am working on changing that. Ever since the meeting with the couple where I sucked my first cock, my courage has been building, albeit slowly. I can’t wait to feel another one in my throat, hot, hard and velvety all at the same time, while I do my best to coax all of that delicious, sticky and salty goodness into my mouth. I want to taste it fully before I feel it slide down my throat and into my waiting tummy.

So... on my end I am going to start doing a few things to make these changes…

First, I am going to continue searching for the right situation locally with either couples or other Tgirls. I realize that lingerie and clothing as well as bondage, light humiliation and a little bit of f***e are a necessity to lure me out of my shell into playing with others. That might change a little when I’ve had more experience, but I’m trying to be realistic. And when I find myself in a situation with another cock in my mouth (hopefully very soon) I will try and have some more pics taken of me. Way too shy to do it myself. I don’t even own a camera because of that.

Secondly, I’m going to start writing out and posting all of my fantasies. I think about them all of the time. Maybe some of them will never happen, and maybe some of them are over the top. But if I get them out there, then maybe someone will read it and have ideas, or suggestions, or even be able to help me fulfill a particular dream. So please, I beg you readers to give me critiques, ideas and any thoughts that you might have about any of fantasies.

I just bought a dildo today to practice on. I have been sucking on it for the past two hours, and all while I was writing this. I just adore how it feels in my mouth, and it’s not even real. Help me become a total cum slut!!

Thank you very much for taking the time to read my posts!

xoxo
Heather

Hi everyone,

I actually went through with it and got together with the couple from the fetish party to experience my first sex and scene in real life. It didn't go as i had dreamed of; but, thinking that it would go like that was pretty naive on my part.

To start with, i Must tell how cute I looked and what I was all dolled up in. We were meeting at a hotel that i was familiar with (but lived about 20 miles away) so I wasn't concerned about seeing anyone I knew or dressing too provocatively.

I've colored my hair and need to upload a new photo. I'm a blonde now ( an Continue»

Oh god, where do I start. First off, I've been a good girl for the past month and I've scrimped and saved and have finally allowed myself to buy some pretty little outfits. I was going crazy all the time thinking about the ones that I wanted. So I finally broke down and got some. I've posted some pics of the outfits that I bought. I hope that you take a look and approve;)

I also wanted to thank everyone for the advice in regards to getting an e****t. I thought so long and hard (about things long and hard;)but I ended up not going through with it. I was a little nervous, and I also couldn't afford it. but...I did make some progress I'm happy to announce. I got up the courage and went to a fetish party that I saw online. I was so dolled up, so extremely submissive and shy, totally turned on the entire time but it was wonderful!

I dressed sexy, but not like a total whore, even if I felt like one. I met about 4 or 5 people and two of them I have actually called and had further talk about meeting up soon. It's a couple and the wife is far more dominant than the husband, and she will never suck his cock again. My only reservation is that he seems like he doesn't want to do it. Maybe he just needs to be f***ed?
I think I'm going to meet them and play sometime soon, she loves outfits and would love to show me how to suck his cock. Only if he's been good though, she said. Truth be told ... I can't wait.

Let me know if you have any advice or thoughts!

I'll write soon

xxooxx

Hello everyone,

i'm thinking of taking a drastic, highly longed for, and extremely nerve wracking step. let me explain...

So it's been a rough past couple of months. my house was flooded about two months ago. i had to move and lost tons of my possessions and more important, tons of my clothes.

I'm finally in a new apartment, and it was more affordable that i had anticipated, which is good for a few reasons. I had enough left over to buy two of the items in my "outfits i must get ASAP" pics. so happy and excited about them. I got the black mini bustier and matching panty, and the black, gray and white babydoll dress (spring is here!).

the money that i had set aside for a security deposit i am thinking about using to get myself a shemale e****t. someone that i can relate to, who's gorgeous, will soften the situation by talking about outfits, lingerie, etc. and who will then take control of the situation and train me to suck her beautiful cock.

i'm so submissive, that i think that this may be the only way that can summon the courage to suck my first real dick. i know that when i've done that, i'll find it a lot easier to meet people and will feel far more confident in finding a dominant person to hopefully spend some time with and explore some of my mpre erotic and exciting fantasies.

i need to know if you think this is a good idea, and if anyone has any tips. keep in mind that i'm VERY shy.

OOOh, and i can wear my near sexy dress and lingerie. yummy!

Let me know what you think.

There is something very satisfying about coming home at the end of a long day, and getting out of your heels:) and peeling off your jeans, panties and tank top and slipping into what should be a steaming hot bath but instead is practically ice cold. i wonder what i did to deserve this. now i get to throw my clothes back on which isn't nearly as easy as taking them off and go find my landlord while shivering.

the only good thing about this is that he and his girlfriend are both drop dead gorgeous and i'll be fantasizing the rest of the night about my having to service them all night long as payment for him fixing the hot water. MMMMMM!!! that'll keep my mind occupied while i try and warm back up again.

i wish that when he comes into the bathroom he looks at the tub, then at me and firmly tells me that that he won't touch it until he comes in my mouth. Ohhhh god, then he'd grab my hair and f***e me down onto my knees where i would spend the next 25 minutes getting to know every inch of his cock. and then he'd drag me to his place to be used for the rest of the night by both of them.

i really need to suck a real cock soon!!!!!!!

i took a mid morning nap, woke up, did my hair and put a fresh coat of polish on my fingers and toes. then i put on my cute new light yellow satin cami and short set just to feel a little sexier today. then i spent 3 solid hours between shopping online for lingerie i want to buy in the upcoming month, and watching endless videos of cocks being slurped on, spit on, sucked down and licked all over.

i must say that i couldn't have spent a finer Sunday afternoon without having been able to buy and wear those sexy outfits today or having a domme here with her male slave while she f***ed me to take my first cock in my mouth and swallow my first load.

the real thing is coming very soon, and i can't wait!

I am sitting here in my studio apartment, and I am alone and depressed and looking for guidance from a very dominant woman who wants a very submissive shemale slut that is 30 years old, horny as hell, and shares the same likes and tastes that I do. Mainly f***ed blowjobs, and lots of different outfits, everything from leather, latex, lingerie, you name it. Let me go back 5 years ago to how it all started for me. We all have our own stories and beginnings, and this one is mine.



I am a very intelligent, personable person, eager to please but not overly so, and I get along with everyone Continue»

I am sitting here in my studio apartment, and I am alone and depressed and looking for guidance from a very dominant woman who wants a very submissive shemale slut that is 30 years old, horny as hell, and shares the same likes and tastes that I do. Mainly f***ed blowjobs, and lots of different outfits, everything from leather, latex, lingerie, you name it. Let me go back 5 years ago to how it all started for me. We all have our own stories and beginnings, and this one is mine.



I am a very intelligent, personable person, eager to please but not overly so, and I get along with everyone Continue»

i'm new to this site and to putting myself out there in general. i just posted the first part of my story and was hoping to get some feedback and maybe meet some new people. please let me know what you think.

Thanks xxooxx
heather