My first gay experience
I've always considered myself straight. I am attracted to women. I am now married, living the life I've always dreamed of living. One night, however, something felt a little different... and my heart started beating a little faster, just like it is right now as I let myself remember what happened.
Six months before my wedding, my then fiancée had to leave town with her f****y. Bored, and alone for 3 nights, I was looking at porn when I happened upon some gay streaming videos. Rather than browsing away like I usually would, I thought for just a few minutes about how this would feel... I had fingered myself before, but only because I had curious feelings as a teenager.. and nowhere to release them. I had even had an orgasm with a vibrating toothbrush once before, so I knew it probably felt good to have an actual partner touch me there.
A little bit more than a little buzzed... I did the single craziest thing I have ever done. I picked up the phone, and called a friend of mine. I knew he was gay, but I told myself that nothing would happen. He was over within the hour, almost sensing what I was thinking before I was. Josh was shy, friendly, and a little feminine which gave him a trustworthy quality. Another thing that turned me on was that he was black... In truth, it is probably the reason I called HIM. We talked for about an hour, and it wasn't long before I told him I loved performing analingus. Licking my girlfriends asses was something I had always gotten off on, and he said he loved to lick ass too. I told him it was something about going where no man had gone before. No girl I had ever been with had let anyone do it. That was a huge turn on for me, to do something with a girl that she never knew that she wanted.
There was a pause. "no one has ever been willing to lick me" I told him. "Oh my gosh" he giggled... "I would so love to"... Without even thinking, I said 'lets go upstairs. I need to shower.'
Every girl I had ever gone down on had always insisted on having showered recently, especially if analingus was potentially going to be involved. I now understood why. To be completely liberated, I had to KNOW that I was clean. He watched me shower, and wash myself thoroughly. Afterwards, I dried, and leaned against the well lit bathroom counter and spread my legs. 'Do you want this?' I said, my voice shaking...
Josh did not say anything, but got down on his knees and started gently licking the top of my crack, and I almost melted onto the floor. His hands were on the tops of my hamstrings, and he gently kneeded my inner thigh with his thumbs. I was hard almost instantly. Slower and slower, he got closer and closer to my hole, until finally he let go, and with every inch he plunged his tongue inside of me. I had never imagined it would feel so good. Lapping, tonguing, he made love to my ass with his whole face. Before long, I wanted to see more, so I turned around and sat on the sink to look down on him as he worked. He was handsome, but his shyness was gone now. He was in his element, and need no instruction from me. Almost knowing what I was wanting, he moved my balls aside with his hand so I could watch his tongue push its way in and out. Slow, deep, fast hard, I was amazed at how much I felt. After what seemed like 30 minutes, but was probably about 10 or 15, I got down on my knees, and hoisted him up to remove his pants. It was my turn.
I slipped his pants down and to my surprise, his cock was not yet completely hard. It was smaller than I thought it would be, which at the time was a relief. That was about to change, however. In one motion I took it into my mouth. I felt his knees bend, and I gently moved my tongue all over the head. It wasn't long before I couldn't fit much of it into my mouth, as I had absolutely no experience I couldn't do everything I wanted to do. He put his hands on my head, and reassured me that I was doing fine. I didn't last long, though, as I wanted to move on to the next step.
"I want you in me" I said, and within minutes we had moved to my living room.. I laid on the floor, with my ass in the air, and he spit in my hole a few times. I knew this would hurt, and it did. Josh was gentle, but the pain did not simply give way. Eventually, though, we found a rhythm. Before I knew it, his balls were slapping against mine, and we were on our way. Seconds before he came, I could feel myself climaxing and knew I wanted to see him cum. "don't cum in me" I said, as he gave 3 final, painful yet wonderful thrusts. I was cumming, but I had to see him too, I rolled over just as he reached his climax and our cocks met as we both jerked each other into the most amazing cum bath I ever could have imagined. Porn stars could not have pulled this off any better. Our juices mixed on our hands, stomachs and eventually he leaned down to lick up everything the tip of my cock had left. Totally spent, I was not able to return the favor. I wish i had...