This is a June '12 update.
I very much want to meet a discreet, experienced, educated, and well-hung black man who would enjoy bringing me out. I can be very passionate and I know the right man will be very happy. I love giving oral but I really want a BBC in me. Let's chat and then meet for coffee or drinks, and then ..... !!!!
I have a roommate/partner and, frankly, I'm more "open" than she is. She knows I flirt around and am open to new experiences but kind of understands.
I've been exclusively gay for the last ten years and still hate that I wouldn't admit it to myself and then to friends and family for so long. Feel like I missed out on a lot when younger and have sort of tried to make up for lost time.
Love who and what I am, but have to admit that since I've been wandering around on the net, particularly here at Hamster, I kind of been overwhelmed with the idea of making it with a well-hung black guy. Seeing so many gals, especially married ones, getting such excitement and pleasure out of it makes me think I would too. Kinda scary, though, thinking about trying it and how to set it up safely,and then worrying about maybe getting addicted to it.
Probably I'll just continue to fantasize and take care of myself, but if anyone has any positive thoughts along these lines I'd love to hear from them, especially, any ladies that have tried it, and any educated, considerate, black men with some experience and a big cock for me.