This wasn't easy to write. I had a new friend on here encourage me (I think he is an excellent writer, so I asked for his advice) to write this as if I were writing to my dad and then to post is "as is". I'd love to hear your comments! Dear Dad You wanted me to write about our first time – or my memories of that first time. I am sure yours are different. I am still not sure what must have possessed you. I remember that was the only time I ever saw you struggle with what you were doing to me – the only time I ever heard remorse in your voice – and the last time you said that you were sorr… Read more
