Bicurious to orally bi
This is a true story of my journey from being a straight guy to loving the feel of cock. This being the only place that I can share it, it is not something that you can talk with your friends with over a pint lol. I hope you enjoy.
It all started in my mid 20s (I am 40 now)when I read a letter in a porn magazine that stuck with me. Basically a straight guy sucked another a guy and to his surprise he enjoyed it and said it was nice. When watching mmf porn,I started to think that the pleasure can be maximised if they all touched and enjoyed each other. I was very curious about it but shocked that I had these thoughts. I always classed myself as straight. The strange thing is I don't look at men and think he is cute, like I would with a woman, I am just interested in the feel of a cock and I don'nt like gay porn. I fancy women but not men.
I was curious, but never done anything about it until 10 years later at 35.
Before I carry on, I am 5 foot 9, work out at the gym 4 times a week with short hair. I have a nice shaven 7 inch uncut cock, with a sensitive large helmet.
I was on a business trip in Hamburg and I had been taken out by some clients for a meal and a drink. After the meal we carried on drinking in an area next to the red light district which has a great night life scene. Towards the end the evening and being quite d***k I left the clients to go back to the hotel, those german's could drink. As I was walking to get a taxi to the hotel I saw across the road a gay cinema, i had read that you could get some action at these type places. I stood staring at it thinking, should I go in, what if someone saw me, I am not gay. Being d***k I thought to my self no one will know, just do it, I am in another country, you only live once. I looked around and thought lets do it and walked in and nervously paid the entry fee and went through the door to the cinema not knowing what to expect.
It was dark and instead of being a cinema as I expected, it had corridors with little booths with lockable doors with gay porn on a tv screen. I entered one, locked the door and sat down, nervous but not turned on by the porn. i looked around the dark booth and noticed a sliding hatch about 1 foot square. I slid it open and saw a naked man sitting there wanking no more than 2 foot away from me.
i was transfixed. He had a tanned athletic body and an 8 inch think cut cock, i stared watching his cock and undressed and started to wank my cock, watching his beautiful cock as he slowly wanked it. Here i was in a seedy place getting turned on by watching another mans cock, i wanted to touch it, it must have been the amount of drink that i had because i then put my hand through the hatch and rubbed the inside of his leg, he then got up and put his hard cock through the hatch. I had thoughts running through my mind, should i do what i was thinking. i then gently held his cock and start to wank him, feeling another mans cock for the first time, it felt like mine but different. As i slowly wanked him i knelt down and kissed the tip of his helmet, then swirled by tongue around his helmet and kissed down his cock to his balls and sucked them, i then kissed up his cock and slid my mouth over it and started sucking him like i had seen women do to me. My head bobbing up and down taking 6 inches of his cock in my mouth, massaging his balls as i sucked. i could hear him groan as i sucked him. Not bad for my first cock sucking i thought. I then wanked him and he came hard shooting his cum on the floor beside me and catching me in the hair. i put my cock through the hatch and he sucked me, but could net get fully hard. so i left, maybe the nerves and drink.
I left the cinema and got a taxi back to the hotel in a bit of a daze, what did this mean, it was true that it was nice, would this be a one off experience i did not know.
A few years later, i had split from my then girlfriend and took a last minute holiday to the canaries which led to my next experience with a guy. Near the resort i was staying at was a large nudist beach backed by sand dunes and bushes. I had never been nude and again thought lets do it, know one i know is here, so i sun bathed nude and swam naked in the warm sea. i watched naked men walk into the dunes at the back of the beach and decided to walk there myself. I walked for 10 minutes into the dunes and there was areas with lots of bushes and men sunbathing naked. As i walked naked into another bushy area, i saw a man sucking another man and 3 men wanking and watching. i joined the men and started wank, the guy next to me then moved his hand onto my cock and wanked me whilst i was watching the show, i came quickly in the sand and left. I knew i would be back to this area again.
The next day i sunbathed in what I now realised was a gay cruising area,i knew i would suck my second cock. It started to dawn on me that i was definately bi. I loved watching the naked women on the beach, but knew that i could get my sexual needs fulfilled by a man, if a woman was not available.
I lay on my towel partly hidden from view by a bush, watching men walk naked past me. A naked german guy walked past and then asked if he could sunbathe next to me, i said sure. The guy was in his 50s with grey hair, tanned a little chubby and a couple of inches shorter than me. He introduced himself as Karl and laid his towel next to mine. We were talking about work and the island etc and then he was complimenting me on my body. I was being chatted up by a guy, as we were chatting he had edged closer to me, Karl then said he liked being able to be himself in this area and seeing naked guys all day was a turn on for him, i agreed and he laughed as i said i wish i had found this place earlier. Karl then stroked the inside of my legs, saying that i had a great body, i opened my legs and he then started to stroke my cock, he then leant and kissed me, i responded passionately kissing him back, my tongue entwined with his as he lay on top of me, my hands caressing his back and bum. Here i was getting off with a guy just like i would with a woman and loving it. His cock had hardened and was rubbing against mine as we kissed, i was grinding my cock against his holding his arse groaning as he kissed my neck and then kissed my nipples and then down my body. He took my cock in his mouth and was deep throating me, mmmm i was groaning, it feels so good karl. He then moved into a 69 position and his hard cock was inches from face. He had a 5 inch cock that was really thick, which i took in my mouth and started suck, rolling my tongue over his cock head and taking his full length into my mouth, gagging every now and then, enjoying the taste of his cock, Karl was sucking me and i was thrusting my cock from my hips into his mouth. i am going to cum i said to karl and he sucked faster and i groaned as i shot into his mouth, I could feel Karls tongue lick up every drop of cum from my cock. I was sucking him like he had sucked me and then without warning Karl cum in my mouth, i carried on sucking tasting another guys cum for the first time. Karl then slid off me and kissed me tasting his own cum from my lips and thanked me for a great time.
I was a little shocked with myself that i really got into sex with the guy and enjoyed it. I am orally bi, prefer women but look forward to my next cock.