It's hard to fit feelings, in words, but I will try to do so. And sorry if my English is not that good, but at least I am honest enough to admit it, and try my best.
To begin with, I'm a very lonely guy, but it's not because I am ugly. It's because what I'm searching for, doesn't fit most of this kind of sites. I am not alone because it's my choice. I am alone because I have a bad thing inside me that makes me feel that sometimes I'm cursed. What's that? FEELINGS!!! I am not into anything anal, so I am not searching for fuck. I repeat, for those who didn't get it...I AM NOT SEARCHING FOR FUCK.What I really miss right now, it's a hug. Cause I've never been hugged. And I really don't know how it is to be hugged. And someone who's next to you when you cry, just hugs you, and lets you cry, till your last teardrop....don't know what that is, and how it feels.
I've never heard a "Don't worry my friend, whatever happens I am here for you", although I offered my soul to some people. What I gained from it? They just tore it into pieces, and stepped on the pieces, to be sure they will brake into sand....So can you imagine someone missing a hug, although it doesn't know what a hug really is? Can you imagine someone being 33 years old and never been hugged in his life? Huh some might think I'm overreacting. Yet I'm not. This was my life. Cause I wanted something more than "JUST A JERK OF"
I am into friendship a lot. When I meet someone, my first words wouldn't be "Hello, what are you looking for"...but it will most probable be like "Hello my friend, how are you".
The most important thing in a friendship, is NOT, i repeat, NOT to share your sorrow, or problems. That's the easiest thing to do. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN A FRIENDSHIP IS TO KNOW HOW TO SHARE YOUR JOY. YOUR SUCCESS.Cause if your friend is happy, and he chose you to share his happiness, with one single wrong word, you just threw him down from the skies, and ripped him.
I would never go beyond my limits. My limits are : NO fucking, and no anything anal, like fingers or rimming or anything like that.
I am a very sensitive guy, so I cry a lot, when someone is in pain or suffers or most of all, IS ALONE. Cause i know x-actly how it feels. So if you're planning to "play" with my feelings, then please don't bother adding me as your friend, or chatting with me. The only thing you'll succeed is hurting my soul. And thanks a lot mate, but my soul is heard enough all those years. Don't need another wound.
I am a MAN, although I am gay. What does that mean? I AM NOT GIRLY,GIRLISH, OR WHATEVER THEY CALL IT. I see you, you see me, we speak, we do what we do, we finish, and then, we go for coffee talk bout anything else, and be men. Don't try to talk "dirty" in my bed, and most of all, don't try to talk like Marilyn Monroe. If I hear the words "Baby", "My love", or anything that Marilyn would say in her bed, then you're off my life.
I'm gay, I'M NOT A FREAK. Homophobia, is one thousand times worse, than homosexuality. Cause at the second case, at least you know what's going on. So if you're afraid of homosexual people, or if you hate them or something, I RESPECT THAT. But please be a man enough to respect ME, who's not responsible for what I am. I WAS BORN WITH IT, AND THAT'S WHO I AM.
Loneliness is a word that haunts me for years and years, so if you come to me, come as a friend. Try to talk with me, have a chat, and then decide if you wanna leave me or not.
My fetiches :
If you don't have any of these, IT DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE NOT WELCOME.Everyone is mostly welcome. Those are just my fetiches. I would love to have a muscled fit guy in my room, and I would give him THE BEST MUSCLE WORSHIP MASSAGE, until he massively cum, five times.
And as for the end, I have something for you. Never try to be, or show me, you're someone else. Either that means fake photos, or fake chatting or anything. THE ONLY ONE WHO LOSES IS YOU. Cause having me as a friend, BELIEVE ME, is like having a treasure in your life. And you don't have to believe what I say. Again, you have every right not to. But YOU WILL BE SURPRISED, to see that in a porn site, you can find a person like me.
As for a quote, I have something for you, that will surprise you. Michael Jackson, in one of his songs says the followings : "Before you judge me, try hard to love me. Look within your heart, and then ask : Have you seen my childhood"? Well....Have you?
I will never, NEVER, delete someone from my profile, ban someone, ignore a message or a friend request. Never. As long as it comes from a good heart, and as long as it is honest. :)
Come to me with a smile, you gained my heart. Come to me with a handshake, you gained my mind. Come to me HONESTLY, you gained my soul.
MY DEMANDS :
1. BE REAL
2. BE CLEAN
3. BE DISCREET
4. BE YOU
5. BE HONEST
Do you have those? The rest is just a matter of time
Thank you for reading, and please....Follow those I'm saying.