God bless

God bless Natalia. The little soul who didn't get to show her eyes or smile to her Mamma and Dadda. Every year this day arrives and each time is more difficult. Such a time ago. Many things have changed. But the love and missing haven't. They wont ever change. With love. Mamma e Dadda.… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 8 years ago

The city of love,

Last Friday the beautiful city of Paris was attacked by terrorists. They turned the city of love into the city of pain and despair. The beautiful red of autumn was over taken with the red of peoples blood. The red of the flag the red of passion of love Changed to another red. The white of purity changed to darkness and horror. The blue of true changed to devious motives. I HOPE THE FLAG WILL BE FLOWN STILL. The colours can be returned how was before. The city of love will return. Be strong people of Paris and France. Like this short blog if is what… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 8 years ago 1

Logging in and out.

Well it seems when logged out 6 minutes ago I can type this blog here and post a few messages to my friend in this site so Im stating now perhaps when log in and out the secret is to. Say to your computer laptop ect out loud so it can hear you IM LOGGING IN NOW. and when logging out say IM LOGGING OUT NOW. Not in ten minutes time. NOW. Lets try it and see. Im logging out now not 14 minutes ago. Goodnight.… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 8 years ago 1

Troll alert.

I was called troll, ect. Someone in the profile said something like Trolls only visit 1 or 2 times then get fed up and go away. After 1 comment the person blocked me then spread the shit to their friends that I was a troll. So because the friends see one comment and no more ( because I am blocked ) I cant defend myself in that page. It perfect for that person continue say I troll to all. I didnt troll, It was miss understanding and later when get pc access I will prove it all!!! I dont troll because the troll makes contact first with person going to troll against. The pe… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 9 years ago

My first................

Kiss was 17th August 2008 My first love was 12th July 1993 My first night with my first love was 22nd August 2008 My first night of love with my first love was 24th August 2008 My first time oral love him was 25th August 2008 My first time he oral loved me was 25th August 2008 My first orgasm with him was 27th August 2008 My first time with his come inside me was 28th August 2008 My first time happy was 17th August My first time married was 27 November 2010 My first WILL FOR SURE CERTAIN BE my LAST. I want grow old with this baby. The only one I ever did and will ever love with… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 10 years ago 6

Whats your last?

Whats your last thing you take off before bed or making love to your lover. Example what item do you keep wearing longest? I love keep on stockings. A few times I have had my honey while I kept on one stocking the other d****d on the floor or somewhere lost in the bed sheets ect. Whats your favourite leave it til last item?… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 10 years ago 1

For Natalia. :-(

My sweet baby, It in 30 minutes will be 4 years since the home shook us and changed our world forever. Mommy was so happy with you developing inside my tummy. Mommy wishes she could have met you. Daddy also. I would love to have seen your beautiful little hands and fet and face and all. We love you soooooooooo much words cant say. Mommy is blessed by daddys love. You would have loved daddy. Hes so wonderful. I wish you could have survived that night. We try so much to make another perhaps a sister or brother but the hospital to save mommy had to take away some things so now cant make a… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 11 years ago 5

One woman to another.

Your only 18. So you know in truth not what is love. I wish you wouldnt write of love like its a toy to play with. You only 2 weeks ago wrote on his profile saying of love so strong you missed him ect. 16 march at 5:20pm. Now how can you love someone so strong then be writing hi my love to another only 2 weeks later?? Please dont write or treat love as something to just give to whoever. As a woman I am stunned to read of something us women truly value given like its your packet of sweets. You shouldnt call anyone your love. Hi my love. I love you. Love words and poems ect should be… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 11 years ago 6

Ideas for long term lovers.

How do you be long term with a love? Well our story has near 20 years in process. We have some ideas that have helped us along the way and I would like share them here. At least once every 2 weeks we watch each other play. Because whats good today might be not so good tomorrow. We watch each other touch our body and see how like and where. Its very delicious and when cant hold back anymore we go for it and help each other with what we have seen and learned. Have fun. We love have fun by tickle play or pillow fights. When the pillows are wrecked all over the place I get him and then ma… Read more

Posted by bylhamclarabella 11 years ago 3