THE DARK BACKWARDS !

Let me begin by saying that I am fascinated with shemales! I AM IN LOVE WITH SHEMALES! How did this love affair begin? For me it started back in 1984 when I saw a shemale magazine lying on my high school campus. Someone left it behind or it fell out of a bookbag. That image of a redheaded shemale left an impression on me that I will never forget. Initially, I was slightly shocked because I had never seen a magazine like that before. Then my shock turned into curiosity.

Fast forward to 1987 and I'm in my local video store. I muster up the courage to browse the ADULT SECTION. I see the standard XXX porn. Then I stumble upon black pornstars JEANNIE PEPPER, ANGEL KELLY, NINA DEPONCA, PURPLE PASSION, SAHARA and others. I nervously grab the boxes that are on display and view the back covers. I scan the images vigorously til the point of erection. I then take what seems to be hours deciding on which video to rent. I make a decision and grab a movie that has an "actor" dressed up like Dracula. Feeling that I made a really wise choice, I proceed to the counter and plop down the box. The clerk says, " I see you like the long pornos". I nervously shake my head in agreement as he retrieves the videocassette. I pay my rental fee and head on home.

That evening I slide the tape in the VCR and press play. I see the title card and prepare for a two hour jack-off session. To my chagrin its a damn softcore European film in subtitles. I was clearly disappointed in my choice. The movie wasn't at all titilating as I thought it was. A couple of days pass and I'm returning the movie and this time, with more confidence, I enter the adult section of the store and begin another search for real porn. Row after row same thing...couples posing on the cover with the crazy 80's graphics we all know and love.

Then I finally get to the back row of the adult vids when I come across something that peaks my interest. Something very familiar leers out at me. I bend down to get a closer look and it's a SHEMALE VIDEO. I start to tremble because I don't want to caught with it in my hands and have a customer percieve me as gay. I look around to see if there is anyone in sight and NO ONE is in the adult section with me. I see the cover and look for a name, a title, it reads: SULKA'S NIGHTCLUB. I turn the box over and I don't see any kind of action just DRAG QUEEN'S posing with their clothes on. I'm determined to rent it. At that point my eagerness to see this vid brings back flashes of the shemale I saw on the magazine. I think to myself, "How am I gonna present this vid to the clerk without them giving me that look. So I decide to rent an additional video as well. It had to be something popular and also kind of boost my courage enough to really rent the Sulka video.

I pick up something like Top Gun or something like it and head to the counter. I wisely engage the clerk with idle chit chat as a kind of shield or distraction from the fact that I was renting a shemale movie. The chit chat worked and I'm out the door.

Later that night I slide the video in and I'm instantly intrigued and mortified. Why? Because I had never seen that kind of sex. I was clearly aroused but extremely guilt ridden. I, up until that point, was attracted to females. Now, my dick was instantly hard and throbbing. I watched every scene, every orgasm. I was officially hooked.

I think this is a fine time to continue this another time. I hope you check out all my vids and pix and indulge in my fantasies.
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Posted by bryanferryfan
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2 months ago
I can understand your sentiment. Transexuals are beautiful intriguing human beings. But like all people you have mostly good ones and you do have some crappy ego minded individuals. Overall I love their company and their sex much more. :)
11 months ago
I know the feeling well ...still am at times
1 year ago
I hate tobe timid I would rather go for it and enjoy myself
Jay
1 year ago
your story reminds me of me in the porn shop and seeing all the taboo stuff (of which I liked the best)and trying not to get the evil eye from the store keepers or the other patrons ..lol.. but I did have a hard time getting out of the place with out getting hit on...lol it seems some of the guys including the workers liked the way I was dressed or my look.. not sure .. but I did get the eye the whole time I was in the place and lots of smiles.. more often if the place was not to crowded .. some guys put hands on me and would tell me how good the movie was and ask if I wanted to watch it with them at their place.. in the beginning I did not know what to do and so I always said (very nicely)no .. or I am late and have to go..buuuuuttt after being real horny one night and this guy grabbing my dick and balls as I walked by him into the back towards the booths... I gave into my lust and into the booth I went.. mmmm yea ..wow.. what fun.. I only wish I had done this sooner.. lol yea I was a regular at that place..mmmm
1 year ago
like the story, just watching the girls first with their hot body by that time i`m hard then when i see that they are t-girls i thought fuck it they are hot and worth a fuck, even though i have never tried it yet but i have suck dick and fucked my mates asshole and you know what i enjoyed it
2 years ago
Great story, I know the feeling xxx
2 years ago
Thanks for sharing. I gotta give credit to my buddy on here Napoleon for turning me on to t-girls, even though I been around them since I came to SF years ago!

Glad he did!

Guy
2 years ago
Great story- I just got interested in sex with t-girls since being friends with a buddy here named Napoleon, even though I've been around them as long as I've lived here in SF.

Guy
2 years ago
love your storie honey
2 years ago
I saw my first shemale at thne local adult theater she was good looking all ass and cock tall with 38 DD tits i was in love and have been ever sence now I dress and suck cock and rim out assholes and what i enjoy most is having my asspussy fucked wait until you go full circle than you will really be hooked
Jay
2 years ago
I saw my first transgender girl in a Genesis Magazine...cute, blonde and I was HOOKED. I wanted to be her!

Great story! thanks for sharing!
2 years ago
very intresting ... my frist nude mag was a playgirl ... looked thur it in a store while my parents where shoping ... I open it up to see nuked guys lying on towels