Part 4

I couldn't wait for tomorrow although at 4AM it already was the next day. I fell asl**p right away. I was concerned maybe my mother suspected something was going on but, she just asked me what time I had come home and I told her around 4AM. She asked what were you and tim doing and I said we dosed off watching TV, she just nodded. Then she asked were tim's parents up and I said no they had fallen asl**p hours before. Maybe she was just concerned as for me not to wear out my welcome but I wasn't sure and as long as tim's parents didn't walk in on us it shouldn't be a problem.
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It was a rather long dry scary ride home on the icy wind swept Interstate around the city. We didn't talk about sex atlthough I kept reminding him I would feel much fresher had I taken a shower but, he did reply you'd still be there.
We hung out at his parents place the next couple of days but, didn't talk about sex. The spring semester separated us until spring break. We got together and decided to hit an adult book store. We watched a few coin fed videos and then picked up an S&M magazine the featured femdommes. I was reading on the way home. I kept mentioning how much I would like a Continue»

Part 02 - Christmas Break

Referencing Part 01 (first time) [you must read part one "first time" for this story to make sense.

Thanksgiving was only a few weeks later. I had no contact with him nor did I really persue any contact. The semester was tough for me and we were at different schools. I couldn't get my mind off the utter physical pleasure I had recieved from him but, still wrestled with extreme guilt feelings and questions about my sexuality. I was very much attracted to women but, did not have alot of contact on a day to day basis to develop any relationsh Continue»

I never thought I would tell this story. I was so ashamed of this incident for years. I didn't want to believe how pleasurable, naughty and sinful it was and I longed for more for I thought of myself as fully heterosexual. This should certainly repulse me but, I found myself fantasizing about it till this day. I had had thought about females with females. Most men do like watching two lesbians make out and fantasize about joinig in with them. When I was in my teens and very horny, the girls I knew were rather conservative (it was the late 70's in a industrial area, which seeme Continue»