SOo after much consideration..I've taken up a part time job..Im now a phone sex operator on nite flirt (the website's spelling not mine). If you are interested in looking me up my name is The Juiciest Jessie (hint as to my real name lol) Anyways for 1.99 a minute you can talk to me about anything your heart desires..Time is money & I have to pay my bills.. Just making the announcement...Adios!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Being the level headed person I like to think I am..I took it upon myself to give up sex, masturbation, and alcohol for lent. Giving up Rock n' Roll would be too much ;] Mission unsuccessful. I made it to 16 days with no alcohol until I forgot at a sushi restaurant and order what turned out to be the most delicious & oh, sooo intoxicating drink. Today, Mar 8th, I gave into temptation. The alcohol was an incident, I had forgotten about the lent until I was half way through the drink but this was no incident..I knew exactly what I was doing when I whipped out my purple pussy pump turned up the vibration to as high as it goes. turned on the first porn that caught my attention. I came within 60 seconds..ha! I wonder what the punishment is for the person who fails at lent. I have one thing going for me right now & thats NO SEX! I have not had intercourse since Feb. 14th with a gentleman (he was actually an asshole) who fucked me ooooh soo goooood! Incredibly good. I might as well share some details with whoever reads this so I can relive the memory.. It was 3am raining hard, the moon was shining through my sunroof. we were blarring the radio to my car. A few songs always bring me back to those few nights he had his way with me, Sex therapy, bedrock by lil wayne, BIRTHDAY SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXX....he starred at me with this look in his beautiful eyes, he has this gaze that made my knees weak & panties drip.. I couldnt contain myself...one thing led to another & with his best friend sl**ping in the back seat (he was really d***k) he ripped of my thong..lifted my lower half and went to town licking & kissing me all while maintaining eye contact...he licked me up & down..I was in exctasy while he was on it.... I jumped in the passanger seat took his dick out as fast I could & jumped on it...It was almost as if we were making love, I knew we werent...it was passion that I havent felt in soooo long...oh that passion...I lifted my hips back & forth, up & down to the beat of the songs playing..while Cali continued to gaze into my soul, the lust that i felt towards him... When we had sex (other than my car) he would grab me by neck and hold me down...ughhh the way he would pick me up and slam my body against the wall with his..I was infactuated & he knew it... He also had the softest lips I had kissed on a man...
I'm over it. We no longer speak to each other but my goodness the passion I felt with Cali was what I had been craving....

WISH ME LUCK ON MY CONTINUING 40 DAYS OF LENT 20 DAYS NO SEX..I had failed in everything else..lol