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I am:

Male, heterosexual

From:

Maryland, United States

Seeking:

Male and female couple

Languages:

English

Education:

Current college student

Occupation:

Student

Relationship:

Single

Drinking:

Occasionally

Webcam:

Yes

What I look like

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White

Body type:

Athletic

Hair color:

Black

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halinaplays 6 years ago

to acornlad : I'm so glad you sent me a comment letting me know that you replied. Never ever think that you are bothering or annoying me. You're one of the only people I've met on this site capable of writing an actual message. I was out with a friend last night. I think I had a bit too much to drink. lol. The new diet seemed to intensify the effects of alcohol.

I am sorry to hear that you had such issues with vitamin k. Even though I live in florida, there have been times when I didn't quite get enough sunlight. There are a few years when I simply became nocturnal. I'm glad you figured out what the issue was. I hope I'm not getting my hopes to high about what vitamin supplements can do for my depression. I am excited about focusing on my physical health. I imagine you do have a very is tight schedule to juggle work, school and exercising. I fought for disability for roughly four years. The side effects of the medicine I was taking were brutal. Even with the medicine, I felt chronic fatigue. When I stopped working and school, I think I had too much time on my hands. That seemed to be when dissociation really became a problem.

I know this reply is not as well thought out or written as it should be. I have so many stupid issues. One of them is getting terrible headaches. That is another issue associated with MTHFR. I can't think clearly when I get a headache like this. Normally, I would blame the alcohol. Unfortunately, nearly daily I get this same damn headache between one to four. Usually, I just try to nap. Today, I'm trying to function through it. Despite this headache, I'm in a very good mood and my energy level is pretty high. Already, the changes in my diet are making an impact. I'll check for the pm you wrote me. I did make plans to actually answer PMs yesterday. I can't believe the PM system was down. I almost got bored. lol. xxx halina

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acornlad Host 6 years ago

to halinaplays : I don't know an extreme amount about the disassociation disorder my friend has, but it may be different from yours, because it stems first from his epilepsy. When he gets tired or drinks too much his seizures increase and he disassociates more.

Its interesting that a gene mutation may cause or contribute to your disorder, however, it makes sense. A lot of the time vitamins help process other minerals. For example, I had a vitamin D deficiency once, Vitamin D helps process calcium so even though I was eating foods high in calcium, my body wasn't processing it and I was getting bone/joint pain and a whole load of other problems like depression and anxiety. It was a rough time in my life.

I hope it works out for you, taking these vitamins could help to a degree, but don't stop taking your prescribed medication unless you're cleared not to. Its really tough to tell what affect each things are having as there may be a synergistic affect between your meds and the vitamins.

I would say diet and exercise is always the best way to improve yourself, I'm big into dieting and exercising and I found that I feel 10x better when I am, its a night and day difference. Processed foods tend to have empty calories and fats that hold no nutritional value, so its best to stay away from them when possible, but I cave in every once in awhile.

I've been good though, grinding work, school. and exercising all at the same time. Its stressful but the end is in sight, I'll hit you up on kik though. I'm easier to contact that way- maybe we can find a good medium. And I think I've already put you in my favorites

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halinaplays 6 years ago

to acornlad : I'm so glad you sent me a comment. I'm gonna add you as a favorite so I can be better at staying touch. You perfectly described what happens to me with dissociation. Normally, I lose seconds without knowing that it's happening. It is a real problem if someone tries to do something like tell me numbers or names. The pressure of trying to remember information will cause a few missing seconds at the worst possible moment.

I got a PM from a man who asked me if I'd heard of MTHFR. I thought it was a prank. Or even more irritating it was some guy trying to say that exercise and diet changes would 'cure' me. Nonetheless, I googled the term and what I found out shocked me. There is a gene mutation in many people that is linked to so many medical issues. Basically, some people don't have the ability to process b vitamins. The research is new. However, people with the defect can have depression, bipolar depression, memory loss, alopecia and more. There are a few other details that make me think I'm affected. I hope to start vitamin treatment soon. If I have the mutation, I shouldn't be eating anything processed because of an issue with folic acid. I know this might be boring. I'm excited though.

There is a chance that vitamins, extreme dietary changes and exercise may mean I no longer need medicine. The research might interest you, especially if you know someone with mental illness. It will take me about three months to find out if this can help me. Nothing could make me happier. I'm sorry that I've been out of touch. I've gone back to working. Things are pretty good. How have you been? I hardly use kik. But, you would be fun to chat with. My info is halinaplays. I hope you had a great weekend xxx halina

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acornlad Host 6 years ago

to halinaplays : Yeah, I have a buddy who has pretty bad epilepsy and a medication he took for it caused a dissociative reaction and pretty sever short term memory loss and it was tough to see. I would tell him something one day and the next day he wouldn't even remember talking to me. He has blackouts sometimes where his brain just strokes out and misses a few seconds, then snaps back into reality. He's a good dude though and doing better now that he changed his medication, it happens every once in awhile though.

And yeah, I'm sure it can be a good thing on a porn site sometimes

. There's some this I wish I forgot I had seen. We all do weird shit every once in awhile, its good to laugh at it. Theres a few times that I've woken up with strangers in my bed and its definitely the alcohol, nothing else to blame.

I also admire that you're putting yourself out there on a site like this with an alopecia condition. A friend of mine in high school had the disorder (I think thats what it is?) and it was really rough on her- losing her hair only in high school, but she persevered and thats what matters. And I'm glad to see you're out there doing your own thing and looking good. I like the wigs on you

, you make them work.

If you want to talk more feel free to comment on my profile or I can get you my kik or something. Its whatever you want if you're still interested in a conversation. The world's a big place and there is plenty to talk about.

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halinaplays 6 years ago

to acornlad : it means a lot to me that you mention knowing other people like me. And thanks for not leaving me a pm. I would've missed the message. I only write about the condition in my profile to warn new friends that it's really a big possibility that I won't be able to remember conversations or names. It's fucking weird. It's like I function like I'm coherent but I have total amnesia of what went down. Half the time, that's a good thing on a porn site. lol. For the most part, the weird shit I do is actually hilarious. I'm not quite sybil. But, if I start remembering the bad stuff, I could become sybil real quick. and that makes me giggle. I'm doing good so far. I've yet to wake up in bed next to a stranger except for times when i can only blame alcohol. I hope you keep in touch. xxx halina

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acornlad Host 6 years ago

to halinaplays : Hey its great to meet you too. This might not be my place but I know people that struggle with dissociative disorder like you do. Its tough, but you'll be alright. Stay positive and keep doing what you love. Don't let it bring you down.

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