I'm sort of a country girl.. I'm from Upstate NY and my parents were working class European immigrants. I'm one of 5 c***dren, second youngest. We grew up in a very "Normal" environment and even though I would say that my school and neighborhood was mostly white, we did have black friends. There was never any of the latent racism that seems so prevalent in my demographic. We were taught to believe that people were people. As I got older I began to understand what the real impact of societies attitude towards race meant. Again it always struck me as totally primitive. I married young (19) to an Italian American.. he was Racist. I put up with it but over the years he became impossible to be with for many reasons, not just his bigotry. He was close minded, small, cheap.. just a really unpleasant guy. Of course by then we had c***dren together and the divorce process was tough, on me, my k**s..everything..those were really desperate times, Single mom dealing with all of it on my own. (I know this isn't sexy..yet ;-) but I wanted to give some background)
Finding myself single in my 30's was actually fun. The internet dating scene was booming and there's no shortage of porn on here.. Here's where it gets good. As a 15 year old girl I had seen a movie (no titles) that had a really sexy scene between a very dark African and a blonde woman. At the time it was still scandalous and there was quite the uproar over this one scene (Fucking backwards ass America) but I'm not gonna lie.. 15yr old Taylor had been bitten by the BBC bug... Hard! The contrasting skin tones, his back.. her spread legs... still gets me wet to this day! This began a lifetime of masturbation using almost only black males as fantasy subjects.
During my marriage when he would take me, I'd always fantasize about that scene and other tidbits I had picked up along the way..once he was gone and I was empowered, I went straight to the IR sites. Blacks On Blondes was the first...back then it was "Dogfart" (so gross why did you guys pick that title) anyway... it was a feeding frenzy for me. I would watch for hours..but was still a little too "Mom" to really try it, and no hot BBC ever hit me on the sites I was using. I had a follow up relationship with an Arab Guy who had a 9 inch dick and was a full on perv.. we used to watch it together and he loved that I was so into it.. but he was also insecure about it and therefore would hint at setting up something but it never happened. After him there were other guys, I seem to attract the kinky ones and they all had the same fantasies but were too intimidated to ever let me try it.
By now I had moved to NYC and back again and was at a point in my life where I didn't need to prove or do anything for anyone that I didn't want to. Back on the dating sites picking up ones and two's I met this guy that lived about an hour away. He was white, but had been a quasi famous musician and was very different from most of the men I had met before. On our very first date.. as soon as I got in his car he kissed me really intensely.. we had a little bite to eat and before I knew it we were in a church parking lot fucking like crazy. I had not intended on this at all.. but he's got a vibe, he fucked my ass and pussy so hard that we both had bruises on our knees the next day... lol! (The church parking lot has since become a sex spot and will no doubt turn up in one of my movies)
Our relationship was fast and we were immediately doing wild shit together. Having been a rockstar he was sexually unbound..totally uninhibited and beyond freaky.. I can't legally say some of the shit we've done, but if you're wandering around any of those really kinky euro sites.. keep an eye out for me, I'm there on all fours... he was the one that pushed me to finally do it.
Like I said here at the beginning I was never "Racist" but if I analyze that, I have to stop and ask myself.. why didn't I just go looking for BBC by myself then, and the only honest answer I can find is that "I was scared" .. not sure why and maybe there's a lack of honesty with myself at some level... but he was intent on breaking down my barriers. He's all risks and no consequence, He drove me to the first date and got me good and buzzed so I'd be extra easy..lol.
The first guy we met with was a great pussy eater.. but could not get his dick hard.. My BF even left us totally alone for over an hour and he could not get it up...? Can you imagine? You've all seen me suck cock, I'm a no holds blow slut that can swallow a Coke can..but this guy was soft soft soft. Our next encounter was better, The guy was anxious and got it good and stiff, but wasn't really a banger, he stuffed his cock all the way down my throat though and made me gag repeatedly..I loved that and demand it from all my partners now...
The next guy can be seen in my "Backdoor" trailer on here.. he was my first hitter, in fact he fucked me so hard I bled a little, but it was worth it. There it was, all these years later and I had a Dark Black dick fucking my ass with a vengeance... I had waited so long for that feeling. It was mind blowing.
Our next encounter was the "11 inches" trailer guy.. he met us in this backwoods Hotel and again.. was hung and really aggressive, he fucked me 3 times in two hours coming on my face and in my pussy.. that was my first creampie (wow was that hot)
with each encounter I find myself becoming more and more free.. these last 2-3
scenes have been really amazing. As I get more comfortable with being filmed and with the whole "Slut" thing I can really feel myself becoming that fantasy BBC whore that I had watched and cum to so many times...
I love black dicks and black cum.. all over my face and my 36dd tits.
I'm the real thing, I do this because I love it, I'm not pleasing my man, or living out someone else's fantasy, this is all me, for me, by me... which should make any BBC reading this stand at attention.
I've only had about 7 adventures total so far as of 07/08/2011, but I plan on doing a lot more of it with the help of my friends here on Xhamster...
Cum and make a movie with me and lets explore each others limits...
I'll be blogging my adventures as they happen.. I know there's a lot of you cuckhold men out there, and that's going to be another one of my specialties..
I love humiliating men that want to be humiliated... and I'm waiting for my first "Dom" BBC Master... there's so much to look forward to I can hardly wait.. I hope you'll all watch and read with me as it happens..
Till then Kisses and Squirts