My own best lover Part # 4
Then I go through 7 years with a new Wife and I stopped anally raping myself that whole time, until that marriage ended in divorce and that's when I started living by myself and masturbating a lot in my free time that I don't have my k** with me and I found myself once again in that same adult book store I first visited when I was 18 but now I'm forty and starting at a 6"/ 1 1/2"er.
Within the next year or so of fucking myself raw, I have 6", 10", 12", and a MONSTER BAM dildo that's 13" by 3 or 4" or something crazy like that and am reaching peaks in pleasure I never have in my whole life.
I have never been with a guy and have no sexual attraction for men or actual cock, I love women and am a bit or a freak about it, but also enjoy fucking myself till I cry like a little girl.
How does that not make me gay, but I only want to fuck girls but I enjoy fack huge monster cocks splitting my pelvis apart.
I don't understand it but have come to grips about what I like, enough to post videos of myself for all to see.
In fact rediscovering how good anal masturbation feels has actually helped me find peace in being alone after this last painful divorce from a beautiful woman that I loved very much. She was a sexual prude and a bit of a selfish bitch and I think a large part of the joy I get from doing myself with large dildos is that I give myself completely to myself and don't stop till I am wasted and out of energy, not till I get my fill so to speak and that is something that no woman can ever give me. Except for that cool ex that would bang me with my dildos and blow me.
I guess me is all I need, me and a collection of progressively larger than the last dildos that is.
May 29, 2010, 12:18 pm
I like most guys was my own first sex partner. Some of my fondest memories are of me touching myself in the bath tub, secretly letting the warm water gush lick my junk and taint. I didn't know why it felt so good but I just knew it did and I was hooked.
Years later I would realize that I could touch myself in the privacy of my own bed room, alone at night with my imagination.
I can't remember the first time I ever made myself cum but I do remember bringing myself to the brink of almost cumming with my bath tub water BJ's but i can't remember when I first actually came.
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May 29, 2010, 12:25 pm
Then I go through 7 years with a new Wife and I stopped anally raping myself that whole time, until that marriage ended in divorce and that's when I started living by myself and masturbating a lot in my free time that I don't have my k** with me and I found myself once again in that same adult book store I first visited when I was 18 but now I'm forty and starting at a 6"/ 1 1/2"er.
Within the next year or so of fucking myself raw, I have 6", 10", 12", and a MONSTER BAM dildo that's 13" by 3 or 4" or something crazy like that and am reach
May 29, 2010, 12:21 pm
One time while yanking it buck naked in the bathroom floor at my folks house as was routine a couple of times a day, I was close to climax and was working my taint with my other hand and the tip of my middle finger rubbed the edge of my anus, and that sent a surge of a good feeling into an area I didn't even know I had on me or rather, in me. That was the day I discovered, that I could add fingering myself to the nice feeling things that I do to myself.
This evolved to finding things to do myself with, from the neck of a Brute after shave bottle to the handle of plunger, to a small shamp
May 8, 2012, 9:48 pm
We met on many occasions ,but never often enough for my liking .I wanted to be with him constantly but soon realised he wasn't ready for that kind of relationship.I was always at the end of the phone and always ready to play ,it's what he wanted ,even then what he wanted he got .When I was with him we not only had sex ..........he introduced me to the art of being submissive lol ......but we chatted for hours.Out of the domineering role he played he was gentle caring and just very special.I of course couldn't tell him this ,I kept theses thoughts to myself ,I was so scared that he wouldn't wan
November 18, 2011, 6:48 pm
“I think I want you involved today with us,” My wife said as I was finishing my second coat of nail polish to her toes.
“What did you want?” I asked.
“I want to see you suck on him,” She replied, smiling. “You do like sucking cock still don’t you?”
“You know I do,” I replied submissively.
I think she knew it too.
I finished up her toes as well as other prepping duties as Mark was set to arrive within minutes. I could tell by the morning and overall atmosphere she was excited to see him. For the week leading up to today she wouldn’t let me near her pussy. Her last encounter w
