When I Came Out

I was 20 years old and I had never even been kissed nor any sexual contact of any kind. I was so confused about my sexuality that I turned to d**gs to numb my mind enough to deal with it. It was a hot late summer day in Michigan, 95 degrees and 98% humidity, and still I was extremely horny. I was just driving away from my house when coming towards me on the other side of the street was a middle aged man on a bicycle. I could clearly see his balls hanging out of his shorts, they were huge and hanging really low, from the heat no doubt. Just the sight of his balls swinging gave me an instant hard-on, and sent my heart a flutter like I never felt before. He then noticed his balls were out and tried to tuck them in, but they were just too long and loose and he gave up and just let them swing. I even went around the block just to get another look, and I was not disappointed.
Later that same day on my way home, I was driving slow up a hill. Running towards me was a man in his mid 20's, thick muscular body, no shirt covering his hairy chest, warring only very short nylon shorts, no jock strap. It was so hot he was drenched in sweat, his shorts were stuck to him like a second skin, he may as well been naked. Again I got an instant hard-on and my heart fluttered. All this in the same day was too much for me to suppress it any more, I had to have sex with a man as soon as I could.
That night I went to one of the three gay bars in town, being only 20, I was worried they wouldn't let me in. I was stocky and very mature for my age and appeared older than I was, they didn't even ask me for ID. I sat at the bar and ordered a beer, and right away two guys made their way over to me and sat on either side of me. I never felt attractive, so this kind of attention was new to me and a little overwhelming. One of the guys started to flirt with me and invited me to his hotel room, I was picked up and leaving with a guy and I had only had time to drink half a beer.
I followed him to his room, he was a 38 year old married salesman from Chicago, we undressed each other, he was smaller built good body, kinda hairy, and a 6.5 cock with low hanging balls. I told him I had never been with anyone and I think it turned him on, he was a very sexual person and a good teacher. I was kinda nervous but more excited as I put my mouth around a cock for the first time, I loved it so much and couldn't believe how much it turned me on. He said "you're lying, you've sucked dick before" I answered "no really, I never had" He said " you're too good at it to have never done it before" I guess that I'm just a natural cock sucker. Eventually he believed I was a virgin, by my fumbling lack of sexual experience, I didn't know what to expect, or what I was supposed to do. We did it all, we sucked each other, he gave me pointers, and we both came in each others mouth. I tasted cum for the first time and swallowed his huge load, I loved it.
He showed me how to lay over a pillow to point my ass in the air. He lubed his finger with Vaseline and pushed it in my tight virgin hole. It really hurt at first, but the more he worked my hole the better it felt and soon he was pushing his stiff greasy cock up my ass. I arched my back in pain, trying to pull away, but he kept slowly pushing in until he was deep in my ass. He then held still until my hole relaxed a little, slowly stroking until I opened up and started to enjoy it. He was really plunging my ass when he came in me, my ass wide open and feeling great. He lubed his ass wanting me to fuck him, thats when I found out that I'm really not a bottom, being fucked made it hard for me to get it up again. I'd get it hard and it would go soft as soon as I got it in his eager hole, he forgave me for my trouble. Soon I was on my way home feeling so fulfilled and finally at peace with myself, so much so I was able to get off d**gs and haven't touched them sense
It's been 31 years now and I'm even better a sucking cock, and I still have never been with a woman, so my fantasy is to play with a pussy someday, it's at the top of my bucket list.
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Posted by Spencer59
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5 months ago
very nice hehehe
11 months ago
Loved your story, First saw you sucking Monkey Bear's Cock. You are an amazing cock sucker hun
1 year ago
I enjoyed reading your story. I think it takes courage to speak your truth period. Thank You :-)
1 year ago
Love it!!!
1 year ago
my very first experience in cock stuff. was being caught wanking as a 13 year old schoolboy in the railway station toilette in an Australian country town, by the station master, this was back in the days of steam trains out of the city limits. he took me into the station masters office told me to take his cock out of his trousers and wank it. of cause I did,he had a cock much bigger than I had seen before and I enjoyed wrapping my hand around it, he called me a cum dump schoolboy and told me we will have some wonderful times together.. within 3 months he taught me to suck cock ,fuck his arse and be fucked in the clacker , then he introduced me to his friends who liked school boy cock. it ws a wonderful time of learning
1 year ago
gr8 story!
1 year ago
What a great story...We are both bisexual and would so love to please you....mmmmmmmmmmm
2 years ago
...oh yeah, forgot to say. If it's OK with the other half, by all means set your sights on some pussy! I have! I had some encouragement and my other half's approval. Fuck, without it, I wouldn't nearly have put up with the LONG DAMN HUNT it was! LOL- the girls aren't like us men- they don't fall over like matchsticks and need some sweet talking so it can take a damn while!
2 years ago
Spence- this rings true to me in so many ways! Let me start off by saying how lucky you are to be in love with a hot stud like your other half, and no matter what happens or what you lust for, be careful about ever giving that up!

So just to start off- this account is so fucking hot, and I'm sure so many men share the same experience. My first time was in the summer after my freshman year at American University in Washington, DC. There was a disco (I'm talking 1982) down in Foggy Bottom called the Pier. I'd been going there a few times- this was back when all of us boys were wearing real short cut-off jeans. When I was lucky enough to get in, I just enjoyed being among men and kids like me, dancing and having a drink or 2.

Just the weekend before 4th of July, I got in, and this hunky black dude started following me around. I swear to god, he looked just like fucking Fred Williamson. He pinched my ass, and I fucking melted. Turned out there was a backroom- the bar was in an old warehouse space. First time I ever saw what I had dreamed of so many times- men fucking all over the place.

Anyway, I ended up back at this dude's place and holy shit did we fuck- or rather, he fucked me! Over the rest of the summer and in fact until the place closed as the epidemic set in, I saw him there many times. But it was just a one-nighter... and one I'll never forget!

I still have a special place in my heart when I step outside and a dude goes out with me for a smoke and pulls out a pack of Newports- that's what that stud smoked. And I'm happy as shit to still be around and being able to read a great piece of work like this!

Your buddy-

2 years ago
good truthfull story. glad it has all worked out for you. will have to watch your videos now.
2 years ago
2 years ago
Very good story, thanks for posting!
3 years ago
I just read your story...good story. With your voice, cock and seemingly good nature, I doubt you would have a problem with a woman. Look at me! I love your video's and your body.
3 years ago
Great Story... thanks for being Open and honest with all of us...
I am certain that there are many who wil be inspired by your willingness to share!
4 years ago
A cocksucker like me,mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
4 years ago
Good story