I'm sure many of you have seen a number of movies or television programs based on prison life behind bars. Having recently spent some 29 months in an undisclosed New England State Pen, I’ll now share with you first hand, some of the wildest and most unbelievable sexual experiences one could ever imagine. While still on parole now, I will change my name here and not mention the state facility involved. Other than to substitute a few names for some of the real ones involved, all of what I'm disclosing here actually happened between late July of 2001 and December of 2003. My work release program ... Continue»
“Really are you checking your phone again?” Asked Shelle as she looked at me from across the table.
“So what if I am” I stuck my tongue out at her as I sighed. It had been over 3 days and still no call or text I guess thing really were over between us. Not that I was surprised. Me and Lewis seemed to break up pretty much every week but this one seemed to be the worst.
“Really, Tammy I don’t know why you put up with that crap. He only does it to get under your skin. He breaks up with you every other week just so he can go out and whore around with the boys and you know this. You are too pretty a girl to put up with this. Why you do I have no clue.” Well the dance floor is calling me. “With that Shelle got up and left me sitting there as always feeling like the fool.
Before I get too far ahead of myself I should probably explain who I am and what’s going on. My name is Tammy and Mishelle (Shelle) is my twin s****r. Even though I’m the oldest by 3 minutes she always makes me feel like the youngest. Shelle is the tough one, the strong one. The I don’t take any crap from any man or woman. I admire her on so many levels. She says what she feels and doesn’t care what anybody has to say about it. I wish I had her personality. You would think that us being twins we would be similar in our ways. Very wrong Shelly was the party a****l the popular girl. Everybody knew her. Jealous much? You, damn right I am. Naw not really though I love my s****r I just wish I could be more like her. Other than looks there is nothing else similar about us. Were both 5’8 ½ with long reddish brown hair and light brown eyes with long curly lashes. We both have eye problems but Shelle traded her glasses in for contacts a long time ago. I love my glasses I think they give me character. As far as body type goes we have long legs I guess so being as tall as we are and are very curvy in a bottom heavy type of way. Breast is a very ample C-Cup but with the right padding it could clearly pass for a middle D. I liked to be more conservative where Shelle likes to show off. Take tonight for instance I was wearing black leggings with heels and a nice flowy top. Shelle on the other hand had on a tight red halter top dress that barely covered her behind and red stiletto heels. Every time she moved you caught a glimpse of her thighs. Every guy on the dance floor was ogling her with that drool look they all get... That was Shelle though. She always acted like she didn’t notice all the attention. It was nothing for a guy to stare her down and fight for her attention. She always did the same thing. Just smiled and said thank you took their number and left them wanting more. That was Shelle what can I say.
“Ummm. Hello earth to Tammy? Come in Tammy?”
“Huh, Oh I’m sorry. What did you say Rachel?”
“I asked you were you ready to go. Shelle met up with some friends and told me to take you home. I’m over this night to be honest with you. So you ready?”
“Yeah, that’s fine, not much going on here anyway.” I liked Rachel from what I knew about her which wasn’t much. She was a friend of Shelle, they had been friends ever since Shelle starting working at some store in the mall for the past month and ever since that day she was just around all the time.
“So who was it this time? Erica, Leslie, Jennifer, Renee?” I said as we walked in to the parking lot.
“Naw, actually it was Monique, Lewis s****r?” She glanced at me as we got into the car. “Look I don’t know you that well Tammy so I can’t really comment about your relationship but from what I do know any guy that lies to you and keeps cheating on you is definitely not worth it and from what I see. Lewis is not.”
I looked out the window as I spoke. “Yeah, I know but we’ve been together since freshman year in high-school. We’re supposed to be going off to college together in a couple of months. Living together and everything. The deposits are already put down and everything. Who says he doesn’t love me? He may just have cold feet.” I said but even I didn’t believe it. I was just trying to convince myself that everything was okay.
“What does he need cold feet about, it’s not like you’ll are getting married or anything.”
I held up my hand so she could see the little pink diamond that was on my ring finger.
‘Oh, ok so now I see,” she looked at me then rolled her eyes in the darkness. “Look if you believe that you deserve better than go out and get better but please don’t marry the first guy that asks you. Trust me I know about that.” She shook her head like she was thinking about something.
We rode in silence the whole way to my house. I know that Lewis loves me. Why else would he give me a ring? I thought to myself.
“Well we’re here. Tell Shells I will call her tomorrow” She said unlocking the door. Before I could thank her she was almost down the street.
I walked into the house and settled into bed with a lot on my mind that night. Nobody knew my relationship with Lewis. Yeah, he cheated sometimes but so what. So did a lot of guys but it doesn’t mean that he didn’t love me. Why would he give me a ring if he didn’t mean it? I drifted off to sl**p even more confused than ever. Maybe everybody was right. Maybe I did deserve better. If he didn’t want to treat me right then why should I still claim him? For the first time since I got my ring 4 months ago I slept without it that night.
I don’t remember too much about when I fell asl**p but I do remember when I got woken up. It was 6:30 am and Shelle was standing over top me with a cup of coffee and a bag of Danish.
“Really Shelles? you couldn’t at least wait until I woke up.” I rolled over to look at the clock. “Its 6:30 in the morning.”
“Yeah, I know and I’m sorry but I brought something for you it’s your favorite. A vanilla latte and a cheese Danish.”
I instantly rolled over to look at her. The only time she ever brought my faves home was when she had something to tell me. Last time it was that she crashed my crashed my car into a telephone pole. Yeah, the same thing I said when I found out. What the hell Shelles? I rolled over and grabbed the bag and the cup.
She sat on the edge of my bed and grabbed my hand. Well you know I was out with Lewis s****r Monique last night right?
I rolled my eyes but nodded as I looked at her.
“Well she was having a party and Lewis was there, and he was making out pretty hard with Sarah.”
“I looked at her confused for a minute. Sarah? Sarah? Who the hell is Sarah?”
“Oh come on Ash you know Sarah? Blonde hair, blue eyes, big breasts Sarah?”
“Sarah? “ I thought real hard as I took a sip from my cup. “Wait a minute are you talking about Sarah that used to be on the gymnastics team with us in middle school? That Sarah?”
“Yeah, that’s the tramp” She nodded her head. “Apparently they’ve been dating secretly for a while now. From what I gather from my sources she lets him do things that you won’t.”
“Oh, well excuse me for wanting to be a virgin when I get married.” I said tears in my eyes. I want my first time to be special.
“Yeah, um about that. She laughed as she got undressed. All I’m saying is this day and time. No guy is going to wait around for you unless you give him something. Trust me when you finally do it you’ll love it.” She smiled.
“Wait you’re not a virgin Sheeles?” I asked my eyes wide and my voice dropping.
“You’re joking right? What are we like 12? Of course I’m not a virgin. I’ve had sex a couple of times. We’re almost 19 Ash. It’s about time that you did something and quickly. Do you even know your own body?” She said as she grabbed a t-shirt out my drawer and threw it on.
“Umm you do know that you have a room of your own down the hall right?” I was over her. Waking me up and barging in with this crap. I wanted to go back to bed and sl**p for the rest of the day hell the rest of my life.
“Duh, I know that but I love your big t-shirts they’re so comfortable. Don’t act like you don’t like the company. “She grabbed half of my Danish and popped it into her mouth.
“So have you masturbated before?” She asked licking Danish off her fingers.
“Oh, no I never touch myself.” I shook my head as I spoke. “I don’t know what to do.”
Shelle almost chocked to death at that moment. “You must be joking right. You’ve never touched yourself before? Oh boy.”
“No, I never touched myself before.” It’s not that bad right?
She rolled her eyes at me. “So how did you and Lewis manage to stay together for 4 years with no sex? What the hell we’re yall doing all this time?”
“Promise me you won’t laugh.” I asked turning to face her.
“I promise scouts honor, she crossed her fingers and smiled.”
“We kissed and held hands.” I turned to face her.
The smile had left her face. “That’s all? Please tell me you’re joking? No wonder his ass keeps cheating on you. What the hell Ash?”
Tears running down my face “Thanks Sheeles I really appreciate it.” I threw the bag to the floor and rolled over.
“I’m sorry, but honestly Ash that shit is sad. Not only are you not getting any from your boyfriend but you’re not getting any from yourself. Look I’m going to show you something okay. So just sit back and pay attention.”
She pulled off her shirt and lay back on the bed with her legs spread wide. I noticed just the smallest strip of hair down her pussy. Light brown hair just like mines and little pink puffy lips. She looked at me to see my reaction.
“Look at me and do what I do.” She said.
I got down beside her on the bed and pulled my shirt off. We lay side by side.
I watched as she took one finger from her right hand and licked it then inserted it slowly into her pussy. She moaned a little bit. She looked at me to see if I was doing the same. I wasn’t sure how I was supposed to feel but it felt surprisingly good. She took another finger until she had 2 inside of her. I could see the juices running down her leg. She was really excited.
‘You’re not doing what I’m doing?” She replied looking at me. I stuck 2 fingers into my pussy just like her and began to pump back and forth. I don’t know when it happened but I was really starting to enjoy myself. I began to go deeper and deeper with my fingers until I had 3 fingers inside of me. I began moaning louder and louder too. The next thing I knew I felt a tongue licking at my pussy. It was Shelle. I tried to push her away but she just buried her head further down. Licking ever so gently then suddenly speeding up.
‘Oh I don’t know what you’re doing to me but it feels so good. I screamed as I grabbed the back of her head. Oh yes, Oh yes that’s right baby eat that pussy, suck it baby, make this pussy cum baby, please let me cum all over your tongue.” When the words left my mouth even I was surprised by them I never thought I could speak like that let alone about my s****r. I ground my pussy further down onto her tongue and she didn’t let up a bit. It was so many sensations at one time I didn’t know what to do. Her licking and me rubbing. I was in heaven.
She stopped long enough to tell me to suck my nipples. I obliged and all it did was make the sensations better. After a while I couldn’t take it and I started crying.” Oh I’m bout to cum, please don’t stop, please don’t stop!” Before I knew what was happening my whole body was shaking and I was cumming all over her face. I grabbed the back of her head making sure she didn’t waste anything. Finally about 30 seconds or co I started to calm down. My body was slowly coming down and my breathe was coming back. She crawled up to look at me and smiled.
“Now, don’t ever say I didn’t do anything nice for you.” Laughing she kissed me on the lips.
“You know this is wrong right.” I said suddenly becoming shy.
“Oh. Please it’s not like it’s going to be an all the time thing I just wanted to show you that you can have fun with your body and you have an excellent body. Hell I should know I have one just like it.” She looked in the mirror and smiled at me. It’s not like sex is a big deal anyway.”
“What the hell Shelle, yes it is. Don’t you want it to mean something? Don’t you want it to be special with someone you care about?”
“Of course I care about them. I care if they can get me off or not. I’m not saying that you have to sl**p with every man or woman that comes around but honestly if you want to keep your man you have to do something. I’m sorry Ash, that’s just how it is.”
“I looked at her before I spoke. “So who taught you how to you know lick like that?” I couldn’t even say it without my face turning red.
“You really want to know? If you do I’ll tell you?’ She looked at me like I wasn’t ready at all.
“Sure why not, who taught you Shelle?”
‘Okay, if you’re sure you want to know it was Rachel. Close your mouth Ash” She said without looking at me. “How do you know?”
“I know you, anyway we’ve been messing around for about 3 weeks or so I don’t know how it happened. One night we were out then the next thing I knew we were in the bed.”
“So you’re gay?”
“No, I just like having sex with women, they eat the best pussy. Listen to what I’m saying Ash, eventually you’re going to have to figure out what to do. I’m hoping that you’re through with Lewis.”
I had totally forgotten about Lewis and his lying cheating ass. “I don’t even want to think about him right now.
Shelle turned to look at me before she walked out the room.” All I’m saying is if you really want to be respected you have to let them know who is the boss. You have the pussy so you have the power.”
After she left I thought long and hard about what to do maybe she was right. Look at all the men she had falling at her feet and women apparently. If I acted like that maybe Lewis would act right. Maybe, well see. I lay down and drifted off to sl**p with a lot on my mind.