I’d never been one to believe that sex was necessarily
better with people you were in love with.
Sure, the idea was nice, and there was a little bit of the
hopeful romantic even in me that hoped it was true. But I
was also practical enough to know that you could have
mind-blowing sex with people you weren’t madly in love
with, or people you didn’t even like that much.
Great sex doesn’t have to make sense.
But I couldn’t understand why, when I finally found
someone I liked beyond breakfast, the sex wasn’t
knocking my socks off.
It wasn’t fair.
He was just a little vanilla for my tastes.
I was mad on Shaun, I admit it, could have let myself
go plunging head over heels for him, but I’d always had
that wild streak, that little kink, that stopped me letting go.
That little bit of me saying that I’d get bored, that if we
stuck together sooner or later I’d be looking for more
adventurous partners (and probably breaking his heart in
the process), the part of me that said I’d be doing what I
always swore I wouldn’t: settling.
My ideal man meant ideal sex.
Sure, he knew what he was doing, could work his way
through the usual repertoire with no problems, could
follow instructions and make me come easy enough, but
that was all.
Maybe that was the problem – the usual repertoire.
I usually preferred something a little different.
He was a little too technical, always seeming to hold
something back, no fire, no passion, no unique selling
point that made me think, hey, this one’s really good.
So there we are, three months down the line, on a dirty
weekend in Amsterdam that really wasn’t that dirty.
We weren’t doing d**gs, weren’t getting high and
having giggly sex, weren’t exploring the red light district,
weren’t taking the seediness of the city and twisting it into
our own sexual fantasies.
The most excitement we’d had so far was spotting a
man smoking in the Van Gogh museum and his
Maybe it was shyness, I thought, trying to give him the
benefit of the doubt. He was so funny, so cute, I liked him.
But I was getting frustrated.
Maybe there was an a****l hidden deep inside just
waiting to be released, but right then I was too irritable to
Sometimes a girl just needs a good fuck and shyness be
I was fed up of fucking men I didn’t like, then finding a
man I liked that I didn’t like fucking enough.
It was so hot, and although I would have loved to sit
down in an air-conditioned bar or coffee shop, football
fever seemed to be sweeping the city. I had always hated
football, not even the sight of fit men in shorts being able
to sway my opinion, and knew I wouldn’t be able to
tolerate football supporters as they grew louder as they got
d***k or high.
My idea of fun was more cuffs and code-words than
watching men chasing a ball for ninety minutes.
Then we saw the Torture Museum.
‘This looks a little different,’ I laughed, knowing that
although it wasn’t the sort of museum he’d had in mind
for this trip, he already knew I’d be a bitch if I didn’t get
‘Sure,’ he nodded hesitantly, fumbling in his wallet for
a handful of Euros; still fumbling by the time I took
control and paid for us both.
Please God, let the fumbling be just nerves, I thought;
please don’t let me be fucking a fumbler.
Inside it was deserted, dark and cool, and I reached for
his hand as he followed me up the narrow staircase,
feeling like a bitch as the air-conditioning hit me.
The rack was first, and as he read the information board
aloud I studied the gruesome pictures, wondering why
people would invent such a thing.
Then there was the pear, and again he read the
information aloud as I ran my hands over the structure,
imagining the pain it could cause.
The disturbing thought was lifted by the realization that
it looked similar to some of the stuff I’d seen in fetish
clubs, the thought that some people had obviously found
more pleasurable uses for it.
There were many other devices I’d never heard of, and
it made me smile as he paused by the scold’s bridle.
‘I bet you’d love that, it would stop my moaning,’ I
laughed, trying to let him know I realized I’d been acting
like a cranky bitch, trying to make him relax, hoping that
would help things.
‘It might help,’ he sighed, looking so despondent I
couldn’t help but go over to him, circling my hands
around his waist and standing on tiptoes to kiss his neck.
I knew the effect it would have, knew his hot-spots so
well already, and knew that he’d probably tell me to stop,
that there were people around, that we should behave
Instead he kissed me hard on the mouth, pulling me
closer, his tongue touching mine as he relaxed in a way I
Despite everything I felt a rush of excitement, felt the
bl**d rush to my groin, my pulse quicken.
‘I kind of like it when you’re moaning,’ he whispered,
and there was no mistaking his meaning as he nuzzled
against my neck, his breath hot on my skin, making me
sigh in anticipation.
Maybe there was hope after all, I thought.
I pulled him closer, hooking my leg around him as I
finally felt some passion, knowing that there was nobody
around to see as I kissed him hard, tongues tangling as I
felt him growing hard against me.
I shifted slightly as he began to grind his cock against
my stomach, trying to angle myself so he could rub
against me. It didn’t work until he grabbed my hips, used
his strong arm to lift me, rubbing his cock against my
swollen lips. My skirt began to ride up, and his hands went
beneath it to cup my arse, and I sighed loudly.
Despite my need for something different it was I that
pulled away, flustered by the way he was taking control;
by the way he was making me react.
By the way my body reacted.
‘You’re not playing now?’ he asked, grabbing me by
the wrist, holding me tightly.
‘Maybe later,’ I replied, sure that later I would get to
see more of this passion, that finally I would be truly
‘What’s wrong with now?’ he asked, pulling me closer
again. I tried to resist, knowing that I could easily get
carried away, but when he got close enough to kiss me he
instead laughed and stepped away.
I stepped back, puzzled.
‘Thought you liked playing games?’ he asked, smiling
at my confusion.
I blushed – I never blush – wondering whether he
meant what I thought, what I hoped, and how.
I turned to the next exhibit, hoping to gain my
composure while he examined it.
Instead of reading the information aloud as before, he
pulled his camera out of his pocket.
‘Let’s get a picture.’
‘Let’s not,’ I answered; I’d never enjoyed having my
I expected him to agree, to submit to me as usual, but
instead he grabbed my wrist again and pulled me closer to
the exhibit. Instead of pulling away, I had to admit it was a
turn-on as I submitted docilely to his demand, and let him
bend me over and position me in the stocks so my wrists
and neck were caught firmly between the pieces of thick
‘One for the mantelpiece,’ I tried to laugh, but my
mouth was dry and my laugh high-pitched and false as he
fastened it securely, so I was completely trapped.
The thought turned me on.
I’d always enjoyed being submissive, and I was already
so horny, my clit felt swollen and throbbing before he’d
even touched me.
The thought of being so publicly exhibited only served
to turn me on further.
I smiled as he took the picture, then the flash
momentarily blinded me.
When my eyes adjusted to the darkness I could no
longer see him.
‘Shaun?’ I called quietly, wanting to know where he
was, but not wanting to attract the man who’d sold the
tickets’ attention, not wanting him to find me like this,
bent over with my arse in the air, wearing my little denim
skirt that covered very little, trapped.
To find me bound and horny.
Despite that, I felt myself getting wetter.
I heard movement behind me, but couldn’t turn my
head to see who it was.
‘Shaun?’ I asked again, but when I got no reply I fell
Then I felt hands touch my waist.
Immediately I knew it was Shaun, knew that I was
finally going to get something a little less vanilla, and felt
my cunt flood with anticipation.
I felt his hands pull at my skirt, leaving it bunched up
around my waist, exposing my almost bare arse, my
panties so small they were almost non-existent.
For a moment there was nothing, and all I could hear
was my breathing, getting heavier and faster as I waited
for him to touch me, wanting it so much.
I’d never been hornier.
And then he touched me.
His hand stroked across my arse, slowing as it reached
the crack, a finger teasing around my anus, my panties
providing no resistance to the intrusion.
Not that I wanted them to.
I moaned softly.
I pushed my arse higher, calves straining as I stood on
tiptoe so I could part my legs further, wanting him to
move his attention to my swollen clit.
‘Please,’ I begged, hearing his breath quicken with my
I knew he was as horny as me, but he continued teasing
Gradually his hand moved forward, finally stroking my
clit through the already sodden fabric.
He hooked his fingers around the sides of my thong,
pulling down the flimsy material, and I lifted my feet
willingly to step out of it.
I was totally exposed, totally trapped, anyone could
have walked into the museum and seen my naked cunt and
I couldn’t have moved, but I didn’t want to stop.
I heard a zip, then a rustling of material, then his hands
were holding my hips as he stepped closer.
I felt his cock against my bare arse, the tip hot, hard and
sticky, and he used his knee to part my legs further, then
thrust deep inside me.
He felt expert at it, filling me up then pulling out
completely, made me feel like I was nothing but gaping
hole and swollen clit. I wanted him to touch me so much,
wished my hands were free so I could touch myself as he
moved so slowly inside me.
But I was trapped completely.
‘Touch me,’ I moaned, but instead of touching my clit
his hands roughly pushed up my shirt, pushed up my bra
and rubbed my nipples roughly as he started to move
faster inside me.
‘No,’ I moaned, wanting to protest more loudly, but
knowing that someone could easily hear me and come to
investigate. I tried to move away from him, tried to pull
away from his cock, but it was useless; I was completely
vulnerable like that and unable to move.
The thought made the juices rush down my thighs, and
it was his turn to sigh loudly as he felt it.
‘Say sorry,’ he whispered, moving a hand away from
my breasts and finally sliding it between my slick and
‘What?’ I asked, moving my hips desperately, trying to
make him touch me.
‘Say you’re sorry for being such a moody bitch,’ he
demanded, fingers teasing my clit, cock thrusting deep
I would have said anything then, anything to make me
come like that.
‘I’m sorry,’ I apologized, but it wasn’t good enough.
‘Say it all,’ he demanded, his fingers slowing. ‘Or you
don’t get to come.’
His cock moved faster as his fingers moved further
away from my clit.
‘I’m sorry for being such a moody bitch,’ I apologized,
and at last he touched my clit. His fingers were firm and
steady, caressing my clit with long slow strokes, his cock
barely moving inside me then as I knew he was close.
I heard the door open below us, and although I knew I
should be insisting Shaun release me, let me tidy myself
up, I said nothing, the thought of someone being near
turning me on, and as Shaun rubbed harder, thrust harder,
I knew he felt the same. Seconds later I came hard,
grateful for Shaun still holding me up as my knees went
weak, and seconds later Shaun came hard, holding my
hips so tightly his fingers left distinct bruises.
But, right then, I felt nothing but excitement.
He pulled away quickly and pulled my skirt down, but
still left me in the stocks.
A middle-aged couple came wandering in, and paused
to read the information board.
The man looked at Shaun, looked at me, then winked
broadly at Shaun.
‘This sure has some potential,’ he said, his American
His wife swatted at him. ‘Not everyone thinks like
Shaun took another photo, pretending we were still
And all the time spunk was dribbling down my thighs.
‘Will you take a photo of us?’ he asked the couple,
passing his camera over to the man as he stood by me.
Afterwards they left, and Shaun at last released me.
I rubbed at my neck and wrists, sore from having been
in bondage so long.
‘Ow,’ I moaned. ‘That hurt.’
‘Are you being cranky again already?’ he asked.
I raised an eyebrow, thinking where being cranky had
just got me.
The photo’s still on the mantelpiece now.
And now you could never describe Shaun as
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