(This essay was inspired by a beautiful sex scene between Jordin Skye and Mike Stefano, from Feeling Black 10, made in 2007. http://xhamster.com/movies/1102676/sexy_as_fuck.html Thanks to tightnwhite for posting this and many other fine interracial sex scenes.)
You are a beautiful, six foot tall caramel-skinned teenager. It's a strange life, for you have found that many men are intimidated by your height. You rarely even wear high heels, even though you have beautiful long legs, because the added height simply puts too many men out of contention. They admire you from afar but they are cowed and do not approach. On many a night you have been the most beautiful girl at the party, but gone home alone. You are a sensual person with a strong sexual appetite but so much of your pleasure comes from masturbation. One afternoon as you watch porn on your iPad while masturbting on your couch, the thought runs through your mind - "These porn stars would not be intimidated by my tallness, I bet!"
A seed is planted in your mind, that gives rise to curiosity. You contact a casting agency and enquire. You send them some pics taken at the beach. You go for a casting knowing that you will be expected to fuck and suck a stranger you have never met before. The idea excites you in an unexpected way. The casting guy turns out to be about 40 and white, and in casting you have your first white cock. You enjoy that the guy was white and old as your daddy. It makes you feel doubly naughty. The casting goes well, the guy says you will definitely get offers. Afterwards you go to the mall for coffee and you look at the passersby and want to tell them how you spent your afternoon. This porn thing feels strangely right for you.
Within a few months you have made several scenes and the porn life seems to be for you.
It is a Monday morning and you are in a house in Beverly Hills to make an interracial scene that will involve an older guy. On the way to the place in a cab, you get a call from the director to say the guy you will be fucking is Mike Stefano, who you haven't met before. Although you use porn to masturbate, you never paid attention to actors' names and so you don't know him.
You look out the window dreamily and reflect that this is one of the things about being in this situation that you secretly enjoy - going to have sex with a complete stranger and knowing that you will still fuck him, whatever he looks like. The director tells you Mike is standing in at short notice and will be a little late arriving, but you can get the set-ups and solo stills done while he is on the way.
Make-up is done and you are on the couch where the scene is to take place, wearing only light blue panties and high heels. In the short time you have been in the industry you find you enjoy these set-up scenes, spreading your legs and masturbating for the camera and lighting guys. They don't get to fuck you but you like to look at them to see their reactions. You love it when after teasing them for a few minutes, you finally slide those panties slowly, gliding them along you beautiful long legs, expertly getting them past your shoes, and dropping them so you can finger your now naked cunt. You love touching yourself with your long, elegant fingers. Your shaven pussy feels so naked and frank, and you want to open it up and show the pinkness that glistens within, as naked as it gets. Your manicured nails are done in a warm yellow colour that works well with your caramel skin - and your pink pussy membranes.
While you are making yourself wet for the cameras, Mike Stefano comes quietly into the room from a door behind you. You smell his aftershave as he leans over from behind and kisses you. You discover almost at once that there is chemistry between you, especially when he kisses you sensually from a standing position behind the couch. While he is kissing you, he reaches down and starts to finger your pussy, taking his time and making you feel very wet and receptive. You like the feel of his manly stubble on your soft skin. You like the way he kisses you, with soft lips exploring your lips and tongue.
Now it is time for sex and you face him on the couch, undressing him.
In Mike Stefano, you realise that you are paired with a handsome white man who is twice your age. He is good-looking and his designer stubble, flecked with grey, makes you realise that man if of your father's generation and was fucking women even before you were born. You are two inches taller than he is in your bare feet - but in your high-heeled porn shoes you tower six inches over him. You like that he seems confident and that the height difference doesn't bother him.
You see that he has a very beautiful penis which feels delicious in your mouth. When he fucks your pussy, it feels natural and you like that he allos you on top to ride him. When he lifts you in his arms and fucks you while standing you are turned on by his power and fitness and your cunt is now dripping wet, but you know it will soon be time to give him your arse.
When it comes to anal sex you find that he is gentle as well as hot and takes great care to penetrate you pleasurably when you allow him to sodomize you. Gradually the passion builds as you spend eight glorious minutes impaled upon his beautiful cock as he fucks you faster and faster while you suck his fingers greedily as if they were cocks too. The experience is so delicious that as soon as he withdraws from your asshole, you devour his cock, tasting your ass from it. You are thrilled when he reciprocates by french kissing you immediately after you have given him ass to mouth love. You know how much he is turned on by your beautiful lovemaking as you suck each other's lips. He lets you stand over him, stroking his hard cock with one hand while he sucked your breast. His hardness feels so good in your hand, you know that this is one of the most beautiful feelings you have had when touching an aroused penis - its rampant hardness and yet your power over it, your ability to roll it like joystick. It is all the sexier because while your stroke him he is kissing you, licking your nipples and telling you that you are bautiful. Then to your joy he worships you further and licks your asshole as if it were a delicious rich toffee fudge. Thrilled with this, you take him in your ass again, feeling his kisses on your back and his warm breath and sweet nothings on your skin while his manly staff fills your body in the way only anal sex can fill you. You reach orgasm easily, because Mike has gotten inside your head as well as your asshole and pussy. This has been so hot for you.
After eight more minutes of being filled from behind, you are sated and it is time for his cum. You kneel in front of him, noticing that after a quarter hour in your asshole, his cock seems an inch longer than before. You know he is as bl**d-gorged and super-excited as any man can be. His cock has all the tension of a tightened bow, the moment before the arrow is released. It is too beautiful as you suck him once more, eyes closed as if in prayer to Eros, experiencing the contours of his cock with your mouth. You look up lustfully and he beckons you to kiss him, folding your hands round his cock as you taste his lips. He gives you a lovely sense of strength and power even though he is standing over you.
As you sit on the couch, neck craned upwards to kiss him, your elegant hand feels his manhood one last time. Your fingers briefly caress his shaven scrotum, when the seed is boiling within him, and then you kneel on the floor and he anoints you with gushes of beautiful thick cum. He has given you his essence and you finger it sensually into your mouth to taste the nectar.
And as you wave goodbye to the camera, you think where would I ever have had this beautiful experience had I not decided to become a porn actress.
The guys on the set applaud spontaneously. They make a lot of porn and they know that there are some days when something magical happens and the sex is great and that magic is captured. You smile outwardly and inwardly, and a fleeting thought occurs to you that as well as the sperm Mike has just given you, and that you can still smell on your face, your scene will cause thousands of other men to orgasm too. These men will come for you in countries you have never visited, and for many years after this moment. Capturing your scene on film has made it immortal, transformed it into a gift that will give forever. Years after you are retired, even after you are dead and gone, men will watch your scene and their pleasure will be no less. And if you never made another scene, your life will have been meaningful and generous to so many of your fellow human beings. Knowing this you feel a sense of self-worth and fulfilment beyond your own pleasure.
But speaking of your own pleasure, as you are leaving, Mike comes over and says "That was great. I'd love to work with you again, or maybe even do it for fun. Here's my number."
This porn life feels pretty good right now.