MY REAL FIRST TIME!--A Sex Survey. This is a recounting of my sexualization at the age of f*ur! I wasn't in full awareness of the details and their effects on me until I was in my 30s. I tell it because I have a big theory from it: I believe that whatever our first experience of sex is, at any age, that sex act will be our FAVORITE sex act as an adult, no matter what else we think of the experience...for instance, I never felt I had been "mol*st*d." But, believe me, I was. An example of what I think: If our first experience with sex is someone masturbating in front of us and cumming, t… Read more