I would rather have my wife's natural EE breasts, she's a few pounds heavier and they sway back and forth off the sides off her chest when she lays back and Im inside her.
EVEN IF WATCHING PORN were your only sin, your adulterous thoughts of sex with her are grounds for holy God to condemn you for eternity. Repent of your sin or bear THE ETERNAL guilt of it! Christ Jesus is near to the contrite of heart. Ask for His forgiveness and deliverance from your sin.